Thursday, August 16, 2018

Episode 046 ~Tearing Me Apart Willie~


Come In Dirty Diana,
Give Me One Reason, no better yet give me all of the reasons, all or nothing, everything, everything, because 99 1/2 won’t do as the song goes and tell that to my wallet but at least I can afford the blog for one more year. Now how would I like to celebrate that, I can think of a few ways, but I’m keeping that in my pants and I think I’ve splurged enough for today instead of spurting; between some letters…

To think earlier this week I was talking about everything coming together but not legs, breasts, or lips, not without myself between them and while I know a girl here or there into anal, well a guy can dream. If I may quote another song, I want to fucking Tear You Apart and is there anything more than the primal urge of making some girl spread them, hell saying it out loud… you can love her for her mind, but still that is only a part. Sex has plenty of parts, and even now I want a girl that can help me put all the pieces together, you can’t deny a painter his colors, an author his words, a musician his keys; speaking of keys.

Handcuffs, scarves, lingerie, rope and aren’t I suppose to be talking about, tearing things apart and I’m sure some girls would like to do so to me in some not lovely ways but bondage, domination, complete control. I expect the same from myself because while I showed no restraint today when it came to shopping or anything else, let’s talk about cock worship; I’d like to prolong that pleasure for as long as possible, which means holding my self-control, which is hard with a girl like Bryci, I’m not that lucky. Haven’t I said this before about the whole idea of a gangbang, tentacle porn, and the fact that I don’t like to share so to spread a girl, everywhere with myself and the help of some dildos, entirely selfish?

I look at myself, today all I wanted was to hold everything in, the morning was one thing, the afternoon was something different, and now here’s one more piece I’m Breaking You Off Dirty Diana. All of this to hold her together only to watch her break apart but for now, it’s about keeping myself together, avoiding going crazy but these days that is easier said than done, because I’m falling apart which explains this conversation, Tearing Me Apart Willie.

I Will Have No Fear