Sunday, August 19, 2018

Episode 049 ~Will U They Ask~

To Will:
Give Me One Reason Will, To Be Loved, have we not concluded that love is now and always a gift; there was a time I was upset from that lyric in Aloe Blacc’s song Wake Me Up, will we get over that… I’m The Man isn’t that right? Not this week though, nobody is supposed to plan for failure, but I do, I can, I will, I must, and unfortunately I’m already warning you to do the same, that is unless you’re a better man than me maybe.

“Life’s a game made for everyone
And love is the prize” ― Wake Me Up

My son asks me, when will you get out of bed, how will we fight about getting my medication. Who is that new girl sitting on the loveseat and will she be staying the night this time? People ask, who will you be tomorrow, what; will he not let us stomp all over him, when will we be afraid, where will he show if ever and why has Will changed all of a sudden. Right now it sounds like I only love the sound of my name, or maybe I want you to hear me finally because you haven’t heard much of anything, and yes silence is beautiful but what about these Six Impossible Things:

1. I Will Keep It In My Pants (Day 010 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
Failed (Day 005 No Fap)
2. I Will Be The “Father” My Dog Deserves
Failed (Medication)
3. “I Will” Review “The Art Of Peace”
Failed
4. I Will Make It To The Library And Starbucks
Failed (Didn’t Go To Starbucks)
5. I Will Read “Stolen Love” by Murphy Wallace
Completed
6. I Will Edit One Chapter A Day of “Apocalypse Rush” (Novel)
Failed

17.5 F… I haven’t seen a score so dismal since I was back in school and right now some girl is asking, who will you be when you decide to come and be with me, what a will you have to overcome all of this for me. When will you be him, where will we be in what UNIVERSE, why has it taken so long Will for you to Find Me? I can ask myself the same question, who will you be tomorrow, what will it require, when will you wake up, where will you be when this happens, why Will are you stuck? As I said, nobody plans for failure but number one and two don’t change because one is being a better man and if you can’t be the man how the hell can you think to be a father, Six Impossible Things:

1. I Will Keep It In My Pants (Day 005 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
2. I Will Be The “Father” My Dog Deserves
3. “I Will” Review “The Art Of Peace”
4. I Will Make It To The Library
5. I Will Read “Ven” by Ker Dukey
6. I Will Edit One Chapter A Day of “Apocalypse Rush” (Novel) 11 ― 17

I’m not going easy on you by removing Starbucks, but sometimes enemies don’t Meet Me On The Battlefield not that you can see having the money either, your budget’s spending is going towards the salvation of this blog which means two is a failure. Not that you care about books more than your son, Amazon already has that money on a gift card, but this is the school of hard knocks right, some questions need answers, Will U, They Ask?

I Will Have No Fear