How does one make an enemy… please don’t make me quote Star Wars but let’s start with one word FEAR, and there is plenty of that going around these days and the methods to overcome it SIGH. What Is Will Fear
Sunday, August 11, 2019
Log 041 ~What Is Will Fear~
To Will:
I AM a Millionaire right now, and you fear you’ll never advance. Every day you get closer and closer to the end. No, not suicidal but first were the rules. Next came the reasons for writing. Sadly, you could conjure up 365 days of things you’re afraid of Will. Do you remember the movie Divergent? Tobias had FOUR fears. Tris had seven, one of those being intimacy. Here we go, can you not keep it in your pants this week. Hell I know I was all Halle Berry “Make Me Feel Good.” Who isn’t getting screwed by some white guy these fearful days?
You only want to get through the rest of the week. Let’s say the month without any more bells and whistles. No more warnings, not a bit of spam. Why aren’t you getting up on time? Fear keeps you awake. Yesterday I defined life as a labyrinth. You’re lost, and some unknown beast is chasing you. Now it could be an ocean, and you’re Jack Dawson. It explains why you want to stay warm in your bed. Fortunately, your love is small, and no, that isn’t penis humor. I mean the dog and my queen-size bed. The moment you leave this place, you have to start swimming again. As in the real pool, you never learned how. Those that should have taught you made you terrified of the water. There’s also bike riding for the record. Speaking of records, SIGH I failed Six Impossible Things:
- I AM Keeping It In My Pants (Day 002 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
Failed (Day 003 No Fap) - I AM Always The “Father” B III Deserves
Failed - I AM Publishing My Poetry Compilation “GULP”
Failed - I AM Reviewing The Five
Failed - I AM Bringing My Email Inbox To Zero
Failed - I AM Finishing Reading Beauty in the Broken: A Diamond Magnate Novel by
Charmaine Pauls Completed
- I AM Keeping It In My Pants (Day 003 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
- I AM Always The “Father” B III Deserves
- I AM Publishing My Poetry “GULP”
- I AM Reviewing The Five
- I AM Bringing My Email Inbox To Zero
- I AM Finishing Reading The Fallen Genesis A Deadly Virtues Prequel
I’m not cocky because I was able to hit number six. It took over a month, and I was the lucky one. If anything it beats being terrified all the time and you are of course. So let’s get back to the inquiry of the day. What Is Will Fear? It’s looking at your phone in fear. The next message could be an attempted hack. There will be more spam, a friend warning you of something. You can’t talk about your kid anymore. Hell, something might happen to him in reality. Letting him down one more day for not cutting the grass. The next pretty girl with beautiful breasts you want to see naked. The one you should see naked come September. Another you have seen nude come October. Six Impossible Things abandoned and movies getting scratched. Far too many things to name here but that’s What Is Will Fear.
I Will Have No Fear