Some would call me a stalker, a scam artist, even skeevy, which is the second worse word but I would say I’m pretty much a shallow S.O.B no offense to my mother only look at what I want to do with my life. “The Will To Judge”
Sunday, September 22, 2019
Log 083 ~The Will To Judge~
To Will:
I AM a Millionaire right now, and the Man in the Mirror. It’s a little too late for Michael Jackson quips. Not that you need any real reminder, but I’m not Martin Luther King Jr either. So are we done focusing on the men you would never be, how about the man you’re becoming? It took me about two days to get back to the table, but here you are, so you have me beat. Of course today is about who are you to judge but wasn’t that my last night, talking to that potential model, yeah right.
Still no temptations, and not counting it as porn but research. Sometime this week I talked about finding that Kaelin Monroe “Rieger” passed away. I downloaded two out of three Kagney Linn Karter scenes. Oh, where are you “Smack My Naughty Ass” ha. Last night though it was Carlie Jo Howell. So I’m talking to this person who replied to the ad, says her name is Christine Jane Olin. Do you remember when “The Basic Bitch” thought you were stalking her; SIGH. Anyway I was plenty suspicious when CJ’s pictures registered but don’t judge me, I’m a guy. Next the fraud had no FB or Twitter, Instagram, talked about Anxiety, now that pisses me off, that lie. Finally, when I confronted whoever I haven’t heard from the imposter since. Speaking of things I haven’t heard from, those Six Impossible Things:
- I AM Keeping It In My Pants (Day 027 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
Completed (Day 034 No Fap) - I AM Always The “Father” B III Deserves
Failed - I AM Publishing My Poetry “GULP”
Failed - I AM Reviewing Raphael By Tillie Cole
Failed - I AM Gaining One Patron Or One Model For Patreon
Failed - I AM Finishing Unhinged By Nicole Cypher
Completed
Again we are back to two, and this doesn’t serve as an excuse, but I was learning. You have to press forward, reading about Dennis Hof. Hell, Carlie Jo runs Bikini Beans Espresso. MILF Dos has her fashion line set-up. The ideas are percolating for you. Let’s take Patreon for example, how my tiers work.
Nine Circles Of Hell
- Random Poems (Free)
- Five Poems From Current Work $1.00 Up
- Erotica Chapter $5.00
- Ahegao Cover Art $10.00
- Lewd Character Galleries $20.00
- Raunchy Readings, Pasties $30.00
- Nude Inspirations $50.00
- A Full Nude Gallery $60.00
- Character Movie Scenes $75.00
I know this is our time but when the ideas come, so do you usually. Still practicing NO FAP but there are Six Impossible Things:
- I AM Keeping It In My Pants (Day 034 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
- I AM Always The “Father” B III Deserves
- I AM Publishing My Poetry “GULP”
- I AM Reviewing Raphael By Tillie Cole
- I AM Gaining One Patron Or One Model For Patreon
- I AM Finishing Again, The Art of the Pimp: One Man’s Search for Love, Sex, and Money
Now, what could you do with let’s say an extra $100.00 a month? You don’t have anything for tiers 4 – 9 this second. Who you’ll be, The Will To Judge.
I Will Have No Fear