He doesn’t look a thing like Jesus, at least that’s what I think looking into the mirror. Nevertheless, I am a father, and looking at my son… I won’t turn away. He’ll be in my arms and/or my heart this afternoon. Will’s “Dæmon” Day Afternoon one more
Sunday, January 31, 2021
Gospel 214 ~ Will’s “Dæmon” Day Afternoon~
To Will:
I AM a Billionaire right now, and how I wish I could help you right now. No, the Dæmon, today is all about Little B. What’s BEST for him, what could be BAD for you, and what do you BELIEVE. Why do you call him a Dæmon? Because he is a part of your soul. Why do you love him like pancakes? That’s three different stories, a face full of waffles or French Toast, TWD, and his lap cuddles. Why do you and he hold on? What else is there for us? This could be our last morning together, and it remains routine.
Well, other than following him around and carrying him when needed. He needs you now, and he needed me back then. My decisions and my disgrace have led to your decision and his… Don’t hide from the truth, DEATH. Today could be when he dies. Fuck, of all my sins, and you might be responsible for the greatest one in thirty-six years. Of course, you don’t even know what that is yet. Will you walk in there and end Little B’s suffering? Could you bear to let him go on like this? What if they could save him; the price? I don’t envy you. Always in the depths of my mind, each week, there’s “I’ll do better next time.” You know it too, but there is no tomorrow. In a few hours, everything will change. I talked about being guilty but you doing this truly is impossible. Six Impossible Things:
- I AM Keeping It In My Pants (Day 030 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
Completed (Day 037) No Fap - I AM Always The “Father” My Dæmon Deserves
Failed - I AM Sending Gulp Off To Be Published SIGH
Failed - I AM Writing “Look A Thing Like Santa”
Failed - I AM Not Getting Arrested Ever Again EVER!!!
Completed - I AM Finishing Reading Succubus Lord 7 by Eric Vall
Completed
There are no right answers, but some things are universal. In a few hours, you will be crying. You’ll lie beside the Dæmon as you have done since you adopted him. He’ll be with you, always and forever, in some way. And you’ll be the worst man no matter what.
Should you bring his bed or his pillow, favorite toy, your black hoodie? Will you purchase one of those electronic picture frames. You might never speak to Dirty Diana again because you’ll talk to the Dæmon every Thursday. Like the man in the mirror, maybe. Never give up, right? If he would eat something; if he would keep drinking. Would you finally be the father, the daddy, that he deserves? I know you would, living up to Six Impossible Things:
- I AM Keeping It In My Pants (Day 037 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
- I AM Always The “Father” My Dæmon Deserves
- I AM Sending Gulp Off To Be Published SIGH
- I AM Writing “Look A Thing Like Santa”
- I AM Cleaning The House BUT Some Things Aren’t Changing Despite This Sunday
- I AM Finishing Reading Succubus Lord 7 by Eric Vall
If only this was a terrible nightmare. You’re awake, now decide. Will’s “Dæmon” Day Afternoon
I Will Have No Fear