Sunday, July 21, 2019
Log 020 ~It’s Called Character Will~
To Will:
I AM a Millionaire right now, and you could finish by tomorrow. Exciting, weird, again, pick any word but impossible okay? Of course, we have to talk about those six impossible things. The question is, who do you want to be tomorrow? It’s like being in the car driving and getting that estimated arrival time, so speeding up.
What kind of daddy do you want to be in the morning? You get up, struggle to take B III for a walk, and then you ignore him the rest of the day. He sleeps, he guards, while you struggle to write while going through withdrawal. Yes, you give him his food, his meds. “On time” please, that’s 7:55 PM his second pill and not the midnight hour. Hell, last night was a bitch (LANGUAGE) he has to stop eating stuff off the ground. Little vacuum, hunter believing in Hakuna Matata. Only the characters he plays but what about you absentee father? What about when you have some two-legged rugrats, but you’ll get to that soon enough. Why not now though, like I said driving around and you want to beat the clock don’t you?
A lot more today considering how much more there is to write. No amount of time seems like enough to grow up. Yeah, I didn’t see your “father” coming through with your nephew. When’s the last time you called your sister? It gets annoying that everyone thinks your world should revolve around them. You remember some time ago we talked about saying more than Hey or Sup and what about Rule 002. You Are Not A Caveman. Still feels like something out of 10,000 BC. People want a spot in the circle you have yet to create. You have yet to decide the man you want to be Will. So you have masks, caves, you play the fool or worse they make you that way. Speaking of circles, you have plenty of zeros from working less on Six Impossible Things:
- I AM Keeping It In My Pants (Day 003 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
Failed (Day 003 No Fap) - I AM Always The “Father” B III Deserves
Failed - I AM Naming My Novel And Writing A Back Cover Of It
Failed - I AM Reviewing The Five
Failed - I AM Writing For NaNoWriMo, A New Novel
Completed - I AM Finishing Reading Beauty in the Broken: A Diamond Magnate Novel by
Charmaine Pauls Failed
- I AM Keeping It In My Pants (Day 003 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
- I AM Always The “Father” B III Deserves
- I AM Naming My Novel And Writing A Back Cover Of It
- I AM Reviewing The Five
- I AM Writing For NaNoWriMo, A New Novel
- I AM Finishing Reading Beauty in the Broken: A Diamond Magnate Novel by
Charmaine Pauls
It’s all about #5, and you could be done by tomorrow if you keep working. One more excuse down the drain and a bunch of characters that will never know real life. Monsters, Madmen, and Masturbation fodder from Angie Varona to Jordyn Jones. What about that Audrey, no not from Little Shop? There’s a real-world Will but know this okay friend, It’s Called Character Will.
I Will Have No Fear