From grunts to “sup” and now “another day,” not that this one is going as planned. I had a plan, ha. I got up to see another one, which is usually as good as it gets, and now something is wrong with my kid. “Here I Am, Will,” but I have to do better.
Saturday, January 2, 2021
Gospel 185 ~Here I Am, Will~
Hey Lady Lu,
I AM a Billionaire right now. This is me, the man I want to be. Sorry for talking to you so late… 6:55 PM. Where does the time go? Indeed, where does “The Will” go. To be honest, it started this morning. I contemplated looking good for my TWD Guild or sleep. People always have a way of making you more… Accountable? As much as I brag about my Republican tendencies, turning my back on all humankind is not my strong suit. Neither is leaving my Dæmon hurting, but we’ll get to that this evening, I hope.
Next to him is my work, my writing, my will be done. So how about this new year. Yep, it’s time to make some New Year’s Resolutions. I did think about waiting till tomorrow, talking to the man in the mirror as it were. Yet, at this rate, who knows where I’ll be. Better, let’s see if anything has changed.
- I AM Seeing My Dæmon Through Another Year
Completed (2020) - I AM Writing A New York Times Bestseller
Failed - I AM Making One Million Dollars
Failed - I AM Writing 400 Words Everyday (Goal 120,000)
Completed (2020) - I AM Visiting The Moonlite Bunny Ranch
Failed - I AM Beginning To Make Investments
Failed - I AM Producing An Adult Film For Sale
Failed - I AM Participating In NaNoWriMo
Completed (2020) - I AM In A Relationship or Sleeping With A Girl At Least Once A Month
Failed - I AM Becoming Free Of Parental Oversight (Rockford, Grandma, The Car, etc.)
Partial Completion - I AM Speaking Positivity Into My Life
Failed - I AM Starting Work On Life Goals “Episode 345 ~You Got Will’s Number~.”
Failed - I AM Fearless Now
Failed
Yes, Lady Lu, this list still applies, and as you can see, I only completed 1,4 and 8. At this particular moment, it’s #1 that worries me. Tomorrow I’m going to have to get the Imp checked-out. I don’t know what’s wrong but sometimes being here ain’t enough. I told myself again I wouldn’t be writing to you so late. It’s like how the holy-rollers say the spirit is willing, but the flesh SIGH. Last year, huh, a “Sucker For Pain.” A lady at the Day Job told me I looked skinnier. I’m here, “now fight” Sucker Punch, yeah. Here I Am, Will.
I Will Have No Fear