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Log 006 ~Time To Grow-Up Will~

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Last week I talked about running around, but that was the wrong word, I should be rising, and I thought maybe I am still a boy, but I get beat down so much it’s like I can’t even write about being human — time To Grow Up

Sunday, July 7, 2019

Log 006 ~Time To Grow-Up Will~

To Will:
I AM a Millionaire right now, and you should have ten. You saw that somewhere today, and how’s that for Motivation? Do you remember your plans near the end of May? Get published in June, a book ready by late July, fight like hell August. We keep going back to the promise in September to have a million dollars. Now I know you’ve been fighting when it comes to your novel. While I’m on the subject, I’m telling you right now NO. You don’t go to bed until you have Five Thousand Words, you owe it to you.

What’s your age again? Still, you keep going to bed thinking you’ll wake up a child. Did you even read what you wrote this morning and a bit this afternoon? Chapter Nine: The Musings Of A Post DICK (Post It Notes). It’s tearing you apart, the idea of the women you would owe apologies to; Amanda Elise Lee, Talin Lin Pepke, to name a few. Now that’s you being kind. Your motivations are so conflicting, some telling you to look around and fight. Will, this is not the life you dreamed of by any stretch of the imagination. Others say to forget about your past but then what would you have. Then there are those that talk about negative thinking, and you can see why the Christians put it on God. It’s so much easier to ask for a helping hand than getting your ass kicked (LANGUAGE) Six Impossible Things:

  1. I AM Keeping It In My Pants (Day 003 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
    Failed (Day 003 No Fap)
  2. I AM Always The “Father” B III Deserves
    Failed
  3. I AM Naming My Novel And Writing A Back Cover Of It
    Failed
  4. I AM Reviewing The Five
    Failed
  5. I AM Writing For NaNoWriMo, A New Novel
    Completed (21,400 More Due)
  6. I AM Finishing Reading Beauty in the Broken: A Diamond Magnate Novel by Charmaine Pauls Failed
  1. I AM Keeping It In My Pants (Day 003 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
  2. I AM Always The “Father” B III Deserves
  3. I AM Naming My Novel And Writing A Back Cover Of It
  4. I AM Reviewing The Five
  5. I AM Writing For NaNoWriMo, A New Novel
  6. I AM Finishing Reading Beauty in the Broken: A Diamond Magnate Novel by Charmaine Pauls

An improvement of one and let me repeat this NO Will. I don’t care that you could take some days off, that FTWD is on, or that you’re tired. Can you imagine if you had this strength back in school? Will, you wrote a whole damn novel on turkey’s becoming the dominating species. You wrote a fantasy epic wanting to fuck Elie (LANGUAGE) from Rave Master and Diane Mizota from Filter. Let’s not go over every poem but then 120,000 words about thirteen women fighting to the death. You know what, it’s not that you still look at yourself as a child. Now that might be an improvement but look at your story. The Beast is not human; you have the man scared to lead, the artist terrified of a woman’s wrath. So you have the rapist, conman, man fucking (LANGUAGE) machines and so you know Time To Grow-Up Will.

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Episode 364 ~Will To Count On~

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From running around the city, to feel like I’m back in school and all, with the backpacks and a ton of shoes and all the math involved and one, is a lonely number, but two sure knows how to torture and a million geez. Will To Count On.

Sunday, June 30, 2019

Episode 364 ~Will To Count On~

To Will:
I AM a Millionaire right now, but do you plan on staying that way? Today has been hard in more ways than one I know. To be honest Day 364, do you believe there should be something else to it? Two years of writing and what do you have to show for it, Will? Hell, you’re still more inclined to spend a thousand or so dollars on tits than a publishing contract. You were more concerned with missing a day of voting than getting in touch with Outskirts Press. Talk about giving up, them, and you no doubt.

Still not thinking about @TheAliceLittle and the commitment there? A man’s word or more to the point put your money where your mouth is Will. Speaking of which, another PCH Sweepstakes and loss. Do you remember when you played four hours a day? Then came that day they came to your state, driving around, this was it and then well, no. Now you spend four hours sometimes holding meetings with yourself. Trying to cut it down to two hours and forty-five minutes, but what’s stopping you? TTB, Vault Girls, Angie Varona, Little Lupe, but you’re not watching. No, it’s another pair of TITS that holds you, and since they’re covered, you’re still in good standing. Well, something is standing at attention with all the stress. From what, Six Impossible Things:

  1. I AM Keeping It In My Pants (Day 003 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
    Failed (Day 003 No Fap)
  2. I AM Always The “Father” B III Deserves
    Failed
  3. I AM Naming My Novel And Writing A Back Cover Of It
    Failed
  4. I AM Reviewing The Five
    Failed
  5. I AM Preparing For NaNoWriMo, A New Novel
    Failed
  6. I AM Finishing Reading Beauty in the Broken: A Diamond Magnate Novel by Charmaine Pauls
    Failed
  1. I AM Keeping It In My Pants (Day 003 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
  2. I AM Always The “Father” B III Deserves
  3. I AM Naming My Novel And Writing A Back Cover Of It
  4. I AM Reviewing The Five
  5. I AM Writing For NaNoWriMo, A New Novel
  6. I AM Finishing Reading Beauty in the Broken: A Diamond Magnate Novel by Charmaine Pauls

Zero is a number you have no problems with my friend. What about four (back in high school) or 1,800 that’s nowhere near the dream with @TheAliceLittle. 1,200 does nothing for somebody else. Fourteen is your son’s age. 730 is the reason you started a blog in the first place. 970 is the least for publishing and what will you have to show for it I ask? One is who you should be thinking about, and five is the best he can do this week; always is. You want scarier numbers what about fifty thousand for NaNoWriMo this month. Two months to find a way to Nevada. Three hundred sixty-five days isn’t that right; you said you’d have one million. Numbers are funny. This morning a man couldn’t buy beer; it’s Sunday, and they have to wait until noon. Pick a number Will, any amount.

Two usual does it, a pair of legs, breasts, hands, whatever. My point is as always you have to be better; Will To Count On.

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Episode 357 ~Backbreaking Escape Of Will~

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One more week down, I only worked three days but between shuffling B III between the Vet and back home so I could go shopping, from buying Chinese “everything” to stopping at Taco Bell am I carrying the world or traveling. Backbreaking Escape Of Will

Sunday, June 23, 2019

Episode 357 ~Backbreaking Escape Of Will~

To Will:
I AM a Millionaire right now, and you have gained a dollar more. $565.16 if we count up your savings to this point today. So why should you be afraid? Do yourself a favor and don’t ponder that question. If anything you’re more pissed; animals don’t know any better, but people do and let’s say that today was a long walk. A long walk for Atlas for its one thing to have the world on your shoulders. Now take that same world when it’s in pieces trying to keep it all together Will.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z2GHlcwlT1Y

No wonder all you want to do is rest. Eric Thomas says if you can look up, you can get up. I don’t think he was talking about the internet. What have you searched this week that helps with your future? A Cup Cuties #2 with Alyssa Branch, there’s Marsha May, how about Sara Luvv from FTV Girls. My how you do enjoy “Is That Porn” even yesterday you were too far gone. Hell, last night was better than the one before, B III going all over the place. Surprised your neck doesn’t have more kinks, up down, over and over. If we’re going to talk about kinks from Fondling Fetching Faith, to Latex Losing Lena. My Mistress Mattress Michon. Don’t look down, right but it beats the shit (LANGUAGE) all over the place. Speaking of which, Six Impossible Things:

  1. I Will Keep It In My Pants (Day 001 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
    Failed (Day 003 No Fap)
  2. I Will Be The “Father” B III Deserves
    Failed
  3. I Will Name My Novel And Write A Back Cover Of It
    Failed
  4. I Will Review The Five
    Failed
  5. I Will Have “GULP” Published, $1,212 Outskirts Press
    Failed
  6. I Will Finish Reading Beauty in the Broken: A Diamond Magnate Novel by Charmaine Pauls Failed
  1. I AM Keeping It In My Pants (Day 003 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
  2. I AM Always The “Father” B III Deserves
  3. I AM Naming My Novel And Writing A Back Cover Of It
  4. I AM Reviewing The Five
  5. I AM Preparing For NaNoWriMo, A New Novel
  6. I AM Finishing Reading Beauty in the Broken: A Diamond Magnate Novel by Charmaine Pauls

Burn rubber as the song goes, but your soul needs rest. No, I’m not going to get all religious on you or become your teacher, another zero. The fact that you got up and aren’t going back to bed. Lounging on pillows or the love seat sigh. That my friend is a miracle, it’s you attempting to escape your mediocrity. For others, it’s far too easy running away, a blocked button, a monstrous word like stalking. How about another sort of report card? According to Pinterest though my influence is growing. You’re so full of quotes today like that one from O’Brien in 1984. What about Beauty in the Broken that you should have read by now. You spend so much time down that the book looks brand new when you rise again. Is that why all these synapses are firing off now, The Kinks, HIMYM, Victoria, Don’t Look Down, Biker Boyz, on and on.

“Burn rubber but not your soul” Biker Boyz

“Sometimes, Winston. Sometimes they are five. Sometimes they are three. Sometimes they are all of them at once. You must try harder. It is not easy to become sane.” 1984

You’re Limitless, but you must know Backbreaking Escape Of Will.

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Episode 350 ~The Devil’s Innocent Will~

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What a difference a week makes, last time I was all set for one word “CONGRATULATIONS” despite everything and this one, three little words, not what you think, and that’s a warning if you want to continue. “The Devil’s Innocent Will” but me

Sunday, June 16, 2019

Episode 350 ~The Devil’s Innocent Will~

To Will:
I AM a Millionaire right now, but Only God Can Judge Me. Tupac was, and so he believed. Now, of course, I won’t dare compare myself to Tupac. Indeed, today, you get to start your life over again after my indiscretion. In this, I apologize, and I take full responsibility. You know, as one of your favorite Motivations goes, “Whatever It Takes.” Yesterday I spoke of alliteration and today is a bit of the same. I know you hate English class, but here we have synonyms of desire.

Dirty Mom Tits, Humping Harlot Hannah, and Bella Thorne’s Nudes. Yes (LANGUAGE) I told MILF Dos the first, didn’t dare to name the second for Pinterest. Of course the third was in the news last night. Speaking of the press, Donald Trump, months before there was Brett Kavanagh. There is also Jimmy Stephens who should not be a role model, but Hugh Hefner, Dennis Hof? What about the people who took advantage of Belle Knox? People also vilified her for her business. Let’s stick to Trump. You don’t have a problem with his paying Pornstars or Playmates. Hell, that’s your life goal, business model. Also, you don’t have a problem with models, girls with sex appeal, CONSENSUAL arrangements. The thing is the President is a villain but are you, no but still Six Impossible Things.

  1. I Will Keep It In My Pants (Day 068 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
    Failed (Day 001 No Fap)
  2. I Will Be The “Father” B III Deserves
    Failed
  3. I Will Name My Novel And Write A Back Cover Of It
    Failed
  4. I Will Review The Five
    Failed
  5. I Will Have “GULP” Published, $1,212 Outskirts Press
    Failed
  6. I Will Finish Reading Beauty in the Broken: A Diamond Magnate Novel by Charmaine Pauls Failed
  1. I Will Keep It In My Pants (Day 001 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
  2. I Will Be The “Father” B III Deserves
  3. I Will Name My Novel And Write A Back Cover Of It
  4. I Will Review The Five
  5. I Will Have “GULP” Published “Unknown” By Someone
  6. I Will Finish Reading Beauty in the Broken: A Diamond Magnate Novel by Charmaine Pauls

The Hero’s A Zero and that’s your problem. Do you remember the song “Born To Raise Hell” from Motorhead? Everyone says that everything you want in this world is a one-way ticket to Hell. It’s not that you can’t do it (okay that’s part) any way they say everything you want is wrong. It’s like “Slaves To Passion” the artist Kaoru. The things he did in the name of artistic expression, okay so he was a borderline criminal. Anyway, the point is the things that nurtured his gift he could never share with his wife. You see, villains are allowed to do anything for the right price. You’re not righteous, but you ain’t as bad as that. The Devil did not wish to bow and for that fact where did he end up going, Will?

Man has the law, and you’re a law-abiding citizen, but it’s a crime to want more. Words are powerful Will, as well as thoughts, and there are actions. A Pinterest board, ten bucks, cumming; responsibility, innocence; The Devil’s Innocent Will.

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Episode 343 ~The Book Of Will~

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Now I have two heads that hurt, well one I should ignore if I stop gazing at pretty girls. Still, not counting it as porn, Pinterest, Instagram, Twitter, some fond memories on Messenger (drools). “The Book Of Will,” well I’m selling my soul

Sunday, June 9, 2019

Episode 343 ~The Book Of Will~

To Will:
I AM a Millionaire right now, and that is why you can afford to burn my fucking boats (Language). You heard Tony Robbins say that plenty and he’s ahead of Eric Thomas or was. Didn’t Tony get in some trouble, so he’s not the best role model at this point? Anyway, this is supposed to be about you and that match you’re holding. I said once I would stand for my books no matter what, I would defend them with my life. If anything that’s what the last few days have been about, only now, it’s real stakes.

Boobs, you were thinking about being STUPID when it comes to MILF Dos, right? Was it only last year you made her an offer which she refused of course. Now you have funds and if she said YES well you would be going on a trip in three months. Vacation, what about @TheAliceLittle, where are you going in September. Hell, you’re not in the habit of letting beautiful women down are you? When you think about it, you are except when money comes into the picture? How about “Indiana Gone’s” wedding, she’s damn near your best friend. Burn the boats; you have so much sailing to do Will. The thing is that your treasure rests on this island and if you can take it, then there’s Pussy Galore. So forgive me for Six Impossible Things:

  1. I Will Keep It In My Pants (Day 061 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
    Completed (Day 068 No Fap)
  2. I Will Be The “Father” My Dog Deserves
    Failed
  3. I Will Name My Novel And Write A Back Cover Of It
    Failed
  4. I Will Review The Five
    Failed
  5. I Will Bring My Main Email Count To Zero Finally
    Completed
  6. I Will Finish Reading Think and Grow Rich: The Original 1937 Unedited Edition Completed
  1. I Will Keep It In My Pants (Day 068 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
  2. I Will Be The “Father” B III Deserves
  3. I Will Name My Novel And Write A Back Cover Of It
  4. I Will Review The Five
  5. I Will Have “GULP” Published For $1,212
  6. I Will Finish Reading Beauty in the Broken: A Diamond Magnate Novel by Charmaine Pauls

Brains, your head hurts, and last week, that was nothing. Well, 50% according to the list but at this stage in the game, 99 and a 1/2 won’t do. A hundred percent, or as Eric Thomas says ONE TWENTY. How about $1,200, no let’s be specific, $1,212, Alamo, a piece of savings. Bucks man, you love having a full wallet and if, no when this works out you’ll have everything. Believe am I right, every book, speaker, the videos say that’s what you have to do. B III has more faith in you than anyone, more than your Olds, but you’re his father. “Father” is God in the eyes of a child. Boobs though, damn, that’s one night with MILF Dos. It could get you to Nevada, lots of porn to buy if you weren’t on Brainbuddy. Wondering are you lying there but NO FAP.

Your Poetry Compilation “GULP” that “Cherry,” said sounded suicidal. Will, you are burning The Boats, not the Book Of Will.

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Episode 336 ~Ow Went Will’s Head~

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Now I know why I lounge around in bed all day and why they called Daria “The Misery Chick” thinking hurts and most people have nothing but small talk, the big question that rests on my shoulders though. “Ow Went Will’s Head.”

Sunday, June 2, 2019

Episode 336 ~Ow Went Will’s Head~

To Will:
I AM a Millionaire right now. Every dollar has its place along with every pain. So with fear, it’s usually centered in the gut. With stress well, that’s a different kind of “HEAD.” Only with this decision well I don’t envy you, Will.

You know the “boss man” may have had a point. In one ear but out the other, all the music all the motivations. Still, you have to keep one ear open for the Day Job’s bullshit (Language). I tell you between the good and the bad, which one do you choose to keep? You know “The Secret” and “Think And Grow Rich,” say the same thing. You can’t govern every thought in your head; it’s exhausting. So the secret is to be happy, and how does one do that? Even after yesterday? Finally getting those photos from the cosplayer; not counting it as porn? Instrumentals are fantastic for writing, but you can’t play tunes 24/7 365. You wouldn’t have to Will if you took the shot now. I suppose you could count that as me giving you advice. I know you want to go all Brewster’s Millions with it and one day you will. It’s so beautiful having all those heads in your wallet. You know Franklin, Grant, Jackson. What were there Six Impossible Things?

  1. I Will Keep It In My Pants (Day 054 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
    Completed (Day 061 No Fap)
  2. I Will Be The “Father” My Dog Deserves
    Failed
  3. I Will Name My Novel And Write A Back Cover Of It
    Failed
  4. I Will Review Crave (Addicted To You #1) K.M. Scott
    Completed
  5. I Will Bring My Main Email Count To Zero Finally
    Failed
  6. I Will Finish Reading Think and Grow Rich: The Original 1937 Unedited Edition
    Failed
  1. I Will Keep It In My Pants (Day 061 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
  2. I Will Be The “Father” My Dog Deserves
  3. I Will Name My Novel And Write A Back Cover Of It
  4. I Will Review The Five
  5. I Will Bring My Main Email Count To Zero Finally
  6. I Will Finish Reading Think and Grow Rich: The Original 1937 Unedited Edition

I know you wonder often enough, where your head’s now. Up in the clouds, is the pillow helping, and yes, you are a basket case. Only it’s still attached to your shoulders, and it still has a roof over it. Soon enough, it will be nothing but sunny days, and I don’t mean here. No on your private beach in the middle of nowhere. The pillows will be softer, and you can try “motorboating.” Then do some sailing on a yacht ha. The water doesn’t scare you that much. Yeah, it’s not a fear of failure, this is more logical. Though as Think And Grow rich has been saying one must be imaginative. Don’t basis any of this off anything but the desire to succeed. Your poetry and novels aren’t your prayers. Instead, they are the prophecy of things to come, pretty spooky. You want fear; jacking off to Jessica Nigri forever and a day. The Day Job daily, being what your father believes. Little B III’s whole life still.

Don’t put fear in or out; Ow Went Will’s Head.

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Episode 329 ~Willing Open Treasure CHEST~

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Sometimes it’s as if I’m Link from The Legend Of Zelda, jumping from chest to chest but at least he gets something for his trouble and has all the time in the world to figure it out; I have THREE MONTHS. Willing Open Treasure Chest, or Pandora’s Box.

Sunday, May 26, 2019

Episode 329 ~Willing Open Treasure CHEST~

To Will:
I AM a Millionaire right now, so how much should you have? If this were “Office Space,” it would be enough for two girls at the same time. So for today’s reminder, ahem THREE fucking MONTHS (Language Please). Yesterday I brought up the “Life Tree” on Brainbuddy. I said it seems that two days with but a mere second of boob watching, damn Twitter, you’re finally making progress. The tree has begun blooming.

Now I don’t blame you for having to break that streak today. Well, depending on how the Brainbuddy community answers in regards to Erotic novels. Only it’s Think And Grow Rich that has your attention. Learning how Coca-Cola came to prominence. For a while now the plan for your life is write a bestseller. Make one million dollars. Move out Nevada or California way and set up shop. Yeah, you gave yourself a year and at present $900 to get it done. “The Alamo Fund” but positive vibes. So now, this song is running through your mind “Ball Out ($500).” Which short story shorter is about having fun in a strip club for $500. It didn’t take that to get MILF Dos naked, “Okay” did it for free but how about these Six Impossible Things:

  1. I Will Keep It In My Pants (Day 047 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
    Completed (Day 054 No Fap)
  2. I Will Be The “Father” My Dog Deserves
    Failed
  3. I Will Name My Novel And Write A Back Cover Of It
    Failed
  4. I Will Review Crave (Addicted To You #1) K.M. Scott
    Failed
  5. I Will Make My Bed Every Single Day And Won’t Climb In Until Nightfall
    Completed
  6. I Will Finish Reading Stretched Wide: A Collection Of 4 Stories – Interracial Erotica
    Completed

Will you look at that, I got through 1/2. Though a correction for #6. “Stretched Wide: A Collection Of 4 Stories – Interracial Erotica Stories WWBM.” Now you’re reading “Think And Grow Rich” by Napoleon Hill when you’re not thinking about Cherry’s ample chest. Speaking of which, where is your heart, again? You have $500 – $900 and three months, to get Nevada, and you’re not begging for it. You’re a man; men made God, men build Heaven, men, until zombies or aliens and nothing against women, rule. You want your bed to be a treasure chest. Girls climb in, you treasure them, they walk out, and somehow profit. Now it worked for Dennis Hof, but first, Six Impossible Things.

  1. I Will Keep It In My Pants (Day 054 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
  2. I Will Be The “Father” My Dog Deserves
  3. I Will Name My Novel And Write A Back Cover Of It
  4. I Will Review Crave (Addicted To You #1) K.M. Scott
  5. I Will Bring My Main Email Count To Zero Finally
  6. I Will Finish Reading Think and Grow Rich: The Original 1937 Unedited Edition

Well, the community is being less than helpful on the does it count question. Still, they are attempting to be good people. Desire, addiction, obsession is no easy thing. Hell, you avoided, drinking, smoking, most other drugs besides Weed and LSD, many years ago. One more time you wasted a year; time’s up, three months. You go from pencils, pens but PIMP. You can Will so Willing Open Treasure Chest.

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Episode 322 ~Five More Minutes Will~

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Usually, I’m a friend to the Earth but I’m more worried about two other blue balls, and it all started with me not wanting to get out of bed in the morning and reading “Breaking Beth” by Jennifer Bene, for more innocent days. “Five More Minutes Will”

Sunday, May 19, 2019

Episode 322 ~Five More Minutes Will~

To Will:
I AM a Millionaire right now, and it’s hard. I hear you; it’s incredibly rock solid because happiness is like Water. Now not to sound all Planeteers but horniness is Earth. Anger is Fire, wisdom is the Wind, and writing is your Heart. My past few days have been all about putting these things together. The name of this place is Will’s Writings, Witticisms, And Wisdom. However, there is always something missing right.

You know more than anyone that you are one for the Earth. It’s why you were so down today, but it’s quicksand. You stay in one place too long, well, you sink. Look at your choices, man. Brainbuddy isn’t lying. To even mention how long it took to get out of bed this morning, ridiculous. Leave that to the day job. When you’re not mad at yourself, and you rarely see you, Olds. It’s only going to work that infuriates you. You burn even more because what are you doing to avoid that place. Every damn week you make a list of how to escape. Now you won’t, so can you answer me, why don’t? When you’re writing here there is no time so this week sigh Six Impossible Things:

  1. I Will Keep It In My Pants (Day 040 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
    Completed (Day 047 No Fap)
  2. I Will Be The “Father” My Dog Deserves
    Failed
  3. I Will Name My Novel And Write A Back Cover Of It
    Failed
  4. I Will Review Crave (Addicted To You #1) K.M. Scott
    Failed
  5. I Will Not Hold Conversations In Bed; Minus Today
    Failed
  6. I Will Finish Reading Breaking Beth by Jennifer Bene
    Completed

Again #1 has kicked your ass this morning. The fact you’re sitting right here is a fucking (LANGUAGE) miracle. You barely accomplished #6 so busy fighting off #1, and there goes the Wind. You have ideas, and what the hell happens or more like it turns violent. I was happy Friday, no doubt, and then one errant button press and the day was shot to hell. Despite how I lied and you know what would make you feel good right now? No, you don’t need that again. Look how far you’ve come in NO FAP. Still, here we are once more Will Six Impossible Things:

  1. I Will Keep It In My Pants (Day 047 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
  2. I Will Be The “Father” My Dog Deserves
  3. I Will Name My Novel And Write A Back Cover Of It
  4. I Will Review Crave (Addicted To You #1) K.M. Scott
  5. I Will Make My Bed Every Single Day And Won’t Climb In Until Nightfall
  6. I Will Finish Reading Breaking Beth by Jennifer Bene

If you get #5 done who knows what might happen? Will you’re so pent up right now you can’t even think about #6, you already failed #2. Changed B III’s pad and he has water and food always but what about his tag, a bath might do some good. Everything goes right back to Heart. Your writing and you just showed up after all this time. If not writing, then you should read that Dennis Hof recommendation. Or Think and Grow Rich by Napoleon Hill.

Need Five More Minutes Will?

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Episode 315 ~A Million Dollar Will~

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Money over everything I heard in a song but first that starts with printing some books however the only sheets I seem to be interested in are the ones in my bed and what does that say about me. A Million Dollar Will

Sunday, May 12, 2019

Episode 315 ~A Million Dollar Will~

To Will:
I AM a Millionaire right now, and you must be since you gave your word to a girl. The things men will do when the mere idea of getting laid comes to mind. Anything and everything and you got four months. Now the question becomes what you would do to get that million? It’s not that you don’t believe in miracles, and if anything, you shouldn’t consider it such. It’s the way things ought to be “Dig It.”

I wish there were some form of righteousness or being woke as the kids say these days. Only it all comes backs to Breasts, Ta-tas, and Boobs. Now you have to prove you have the brains, testes, and bucks to get it done. If not for @TheAliceLittle then to prove you’re a better man than most make you out to be. It’s a constant thought that money can make anyone beautiful, brave, and believable, in the eyes of others. Still, to see yourself in a certain way, of course, we always go back to life goals. A million dollars will be the start of your new life. Remember when there was that list of everything you could do. Right here and now are instead these same old Six Impossible Things:

  1. I Will Keep It In My Pants (Day 033 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
    Completed (Day 040 No Fap)
  2. I Will Be The “Father” My Dog Deserves
    Failed
  3. I Will Name My Novel And Write A Back Cover Of It
    Failed
  4. I Will Review Crave (Addicted To You #1) K.M. Scott
    Failed
  5. I Will Get Out Of Home & Kid Shifts
    Failed
  6. I Will Finish Reading The Five by Lily White
    Completed

I have no clue how #1 is unbroken with today’s viewings. Let’s see, Eddie908 (XVideos), Lucie Bee, Lucie Wilde and of course Alice and Ruby. You need the will to keep your hands on your keys and not down your pants. I’m offering you one million dollars to do that. A freaking forty days you haven’t broken. Only you’re wasting money because you’re not following Brainbuddy. You’re continually watching that harlot whose offering videos on Twitter. What about how you miss sleep I know. You wouldn’t do it for your mother. Nearly forgot about Mother’s Day. Now at this rate, B III is the only grandchild she’s getting from you. There is also your future wife and daughter. Be a better man, Six Impossible Things.

  1. I Will Keep It In My Pants (Day 040 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
  2. I Will Be The “Father” My Dog Deserves
  3. I Will Name My Novel And Write A Back Cover Of It
  4. I Will Review Crave (Addicted To You #1) K.M. Scott
  5. I Will Not Hold Conversations In Bed; Minus Today
  6. I Will Finish Reading Breaking Beth by Jennifer Bene

Money, Power, Women, but you want to skip to number three of Tony Montana’s lifestyle. Sigh I don’t mean to be a downer, (positive vibes) but you’re not even reading today. Well only to finish The Five by Lily White. Every day you sing If I Had A Million Dollars. How do you plan to get it? Dirty stories but not A Million Dollar Will.

I Will Have No Fear

Episode 308 ~Thought I Saw Will~

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I did not mean to go so dark but when you go from thief to slave, to joke, and the nothingness begins to regain an appeal, but I’m feeling that hole with cash because money makes me Happy, bury me with it, Thought I Saw Will.

Sunday, May 5, 2019

Episode 308 ~Thought I Saw Will~

To Will:
I AM a Millionaire right now, and so are you. So you need not be a thief but lo and behold out of the mouths of babes. Some little boy takes one look at you and says you’re robbing the store. Some adults are like that too. Do you remember 1998 when McWane Science Center opened? Now you’ve heard worse and even more so Will. Okay I know you’re keeping up the positive vibes “Easy Street” and all that. Your motivations teach that you must let the past go but always remember where you came from so ahem…

You see the trick is you’ve never known such places. The BITCH (Language) had you hiding out in her garbage because you were skeevy. The Rainbow Girl, hell, not a clue there. The Harmonic War, well. Your “father” might have done you a service, telling you. Indeed showing you that you were nothing, less than that. I’ve said it so many times before; you don’t look in mirrors; only when you get caught? You’re horrified by what you see. So you write, you make money, you do anything and everything to avoid knowing who you are. Your every meme becomes a battle, every idea the definition of thought crime. Words dismissed like Six Impossible Things:

  1. I Will Keep It In My Pants (Day 026 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
    Completed (Day 033 No Fap)
  2. I Will Be The “Father” My Dog Deserves
    Failed
  3. I Will Name My Novel And Write A Back Cover Of It
    Failed
  4. I Will Review Crave (Addicted To You #1) K.M. Scott
    Failed
  5. I Will Enter The Mythic March Short Story Contest
    Failed (Missed The Deadline, Can’t Do)
  6. I Will Finish Reading The Five by Lily White
    Failed

Today you were listening to Brainbuddy, and it said to visualize your enemy. Wow, that’s too damn easy. Again look in the mirror, and you see who you are trying to beat. Who you have to destroy, the man you never want to see again. These days you see a man whose pockets are so fat that he can have everything. Pay off the dentist to fix him. Be the number one fan of cosplayers. Have that fantasy at the Peppermill Resort in Reno. If I say it enough and believe that. I’ll be that author, pimp, hotel owner, The Director and it all starts with these Six Impossible Things:

  1. I Will Keep It In My Pants (Day 033 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
  2. I Will Be The “Father” My Dog Deserves
  3. I Will Name My Novel And Write A Back Cover Of It
  4. I Will Review Crave (Addicted To You #1) K.M. Scott
  5. I Will Get Out Of Home & Kid Shifts
  6. I Will Finish Reading The Five by Lily White

I saw you though Hugh Hefner, Dennis Hof, Jimmy Stephans. Some guys over in Europe, I’m better off not naming. Todd Michaels, S. Wolf, and still I ask the question, erase everything you could dream of and who are you, Will. It always boils down to that one moment in your senior year of high school, a minute, less. That would explain plenty, focusing less on money but that moment I Thought I Saw Will.

I Will Have No Fear