Log 082 ~Will Sell Those F-Bombs~

If I had to speak at the “Day Job” on the daily, it would be nothing more than obscenities; strangely enough, one job makes me want to drop those bombs, and another is only a colorful word. “Will Sell Those F-Bombs”

Saturday, September 21, 2019

Log 082 ~Will Sell Those F-Bombs~

Hey Lady Lu,
I AM a Millionaire right now, but I’m not exactly the best salesman on Earth. Yes, I’ve read a bit more of Dennis Hof’s book, my second reading. Now he was far from perfect, but he loved to? Anyway, I’m still trying to keep my mind off that particular F. The thing is my life revolves around three. FEAR, FAILURE, and FEMALES, the order changing depending on my mood. So how is that mood right now; I wish I could practice another F, forgetfulness to be honest.

Let’s focus on FAILURE, and how so, it hasn’t even been twenty-four hours. Hell again with my motivations but shouldn’t I focus on gratitude. I’m grateful that I had the money to buy that file uploader. How about having the courage to forge down this path? It’s a mixed bag this, fake it till you make it approach. Of course, all the motivations say that you have to believe first and foremost. While I’m going off on phrasing, what about spending money to make it Lady Lu? In the book Think And Grow Rich or The Secret talked about you can’t control every thought but if you feel happy? Money and Friendship, I care for “Indiana Gone” but her wedding SIGH. I’m not experiencing the Fear but the expense of it all, being a man.

Rule 102 and 001, a man shouldn’t be afraid all of the time. FEAR is my constant and what gets me moving along. How much stuff did I have to get rid of only so I could add that upload form? What about the Craigslist Ad or even Facebook, afraid to be me and why?

Like Marcus put it “Bitches man” (LANGUAGE). Must I be so crass, I tell Cherry about language, there’s a time for it of course. Anyway, contrary to popular belief, I respect FEMALES. Nobody asks why I do what I do ever. I’ve said it before I’ve written for guys for their girls. The internet knows enrichment with porn. I’m not even going down that road at the moment, but yes, I like to add beauty to the world. Some like guns, some cars, and we all love a bit of money don’t we Lady Lu. Bullets, Booze, Bullion, and Babes, pick your poison. Like Nicolas Cage in Lord of War, I have to empty the plane and be a necessary evil. Will Sell Those F-Bombs.

I Will Have No Fear

Lesson 195 ~What A Wonderful Word~

Friday, January 12, 2018

Lesson 195 ~What A Wonderful Word~

Hey Lady Sophia,
No Fear, I don’t think I’m quite as bad as President Trump; that right there, words that I hate to see on the page and even worse that I feel I can relate to him. My fault am I right, is it because it’s partly honest, am I ashamed, is it the fear I keep trying to deny, or the fact that anyone can know with a Google search and it all started out with one word, I’ve said it enough, SKEEVY.

In my life, there have been three books I have failed to read, “The Moonstone,” I’m not sure on the author, and I don’t want to bash the wrong one with my words. “The Lord of the Flies” by William Golding, I know plenty of people that say it was a classic, but I couldn’t get fifty pages in and while it still sounds fascinating, I’ve never picked it up again. The Bible, well not all of it but I have read parts, and it genuinely makes me feel better… about my writing Lady Sophia, why should I be ashamed of the evils that I put down for the world to see at any point?

Is it shame though, I felt it, I was sick to my stomach last night when I went to check out “she who shall not be named” maybe she has a point on a lot of things, and the only reason I went was curiosity about her blog dynamics considering my own. I didn’t make that mistake during the Harmonic War and trust me I had much more to consider but “she who shall not be named” was an actual acquaintance of mine. Perhaps this is what bothers President Trump and myself so, knowing the thoughts of people you give a rat’s ass about, it’s what makes me a reviewer nobody cares what I think, a word is a word, a point towards greater sales.

True or not, a word I feel is more than that, I don’t know whether I heard this or dreamed it, but Words Destroy More Than Bombs, you know that is going to be a new rule. No one “person” should have all that power, and then I think to myself, I look at myself, I believe in a word, SKEEVY, and I have been trying to define Will ever since my name, shall I say What A Wonderful Word.

I Will Have No Fear

Crater Than Love

Indent, indent, indent… I had an English teacher scream that at me and I had no idea what it meant. Anyway when did my feelings for a pretty girl begin, like, lust, love, and then they just explode. “Crater Than Love”, war never changes but love

And I hope it was longer than a second
Almost thirty-one years and still a virgin
A need for you… urgent
Only more than just to see you naked
There’s a power greater
than atomic… could be love
An indention in my bed because
Me and you angel, all we were doing was…

Then I woke up from my dreaming
Looks like World War Three on Pay TV
Clothes, pillows, bedsheets
Like an atom bomb baby
Is this Cupid’s scheme
My atomic baby, wanting you again and again
When does it end?

Heartbreak begins
When my heart is not so loud
Or maybe A Mushroom Cloud
in my pants… and somehow
I think I might want to sin
Maybe someday later…
If only I knew
Tomorrow you would say “I Love You”
“Stay With Me”, “Love Me Like You Do”

For now I fill my days
Imagining maybe Thirteen Women
Could be a little bit of sinning
Just then
Seeing you takes my breath away
How does one stay calm?
Your body, like an atom bomb

Oh how I want to burn; my heart is a traitor
Because Girl on Fire
Such is my desire
Fallout shelter… no, I rather inquire
About the time you and me, might make a crater

Copyright © 2015 Second Circle Creations, Will A. Bradford Jr. All rights reserved.

Inspired by: Mia Rose, The Lonely Island Ft. Akon “I Just Had Sex”, Bowling For Soup “Girl All The Bad Guys Want” Buchanan Brothers “There’s a Power Greater Than Atomic, Crown City Four “Watch World War Three (On Pay TV), Five Stars “Atom Bomb Baby”, Amos Milburn “Atomic Baby”, Lenny Kravitz “Again”, Sammy Salvo “A Mushroom Cloud”, Weird Al Yankovic “The Saga Begins (Lyrical Adaption of “American Pie”)”, Sam Smith “Stay With Me”, Ellie Goulding “Love Me Like You Do” Fifty Shades of Grey Soundtrack, Bill Haley and His Comets “Thirteen Women”, Glenn Barber “Atom Bomb”, “The Hunger Games” by Suzanne Collins, Dore Alpert “Fallout Shelter”, “CivilDefenseSpot” (YouTube) and a great many thanks to “Fallout 4”

See Me Here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nBLSb5S-ruI

Mia Rose (Crater Than Love)