Lesson 195 ~What A Wonderful Word~

Friday, January 12, 2018

Lesson 195 ~What A Wonderful Word~

Hey Lady Sophia,
No Fear, I don’t think I’m quite as bad as President Trump; that right there, words that I hate to see on the page and even worse that I feel I can relate to him. My fault am I right, is it because it’s partly honest, am I ashamed, is it the fear I keep trying to deny, or the fact that anyone can know with a Google search and it all started out with one word, I’ve said it enough, SKEEVY.

In my life, there have been three books I have failed to read, “The Moonstone,” I’m not sure on the author, and I don’t want to bash the wrong one with my words. “The Lord of the Flies” by William Golding, I know plenty of people that say it was a classic, but I couldn’t get fifty pages in and while it still sounds fascinating, I’ve never picked it up again. The Bible, well not all of it but I have read parts, and it genuinely makes me feel better… about my writing Lady Sophia, why should I be ashamed of the evils that I put down for the world to see at any point?

Is it shame though, I felt it, I was sick to my stomach last night when I went to check out “she who shall not be named” maybe she has a point on a lot of things, and the only reason I went was curiosity about her blog dynamics considering my own. I didn’t make that mistake during the Harmonic War and trust me I had much more to consider but “she who shall not be named” was an actual acquaintance of mine. Perhaps this is what bothers President Trump and myself so, knowing the thoughts of people you give a rat’s ass about, it’s what makes me a reviewer nobody cares what I think, a word is a word, a point towards greater sales.

True or not, a word I feel is more than that, I don’t know whether I heard this or dreamed it, but Words Destroy More Than Bombs, you know that is going to be a new rule. No one “person” should have all that power, and then I think to myself, I look at myself, I believe in a word, SKEEVY, and I have been trying to define Will ever since my name, shall I say What A Wonderful Word.

I Will Have No Fear

Lesson 162 ~Pain Is Tomorrow’s Problem~

Whatever doesn’t kill you is likely to try again, and it will face someone far stronger, smarter, and sinful; today I should be having fun, trying to take over the world, you know whatever comes up. Pain Is Tomorrow’s Problem from now on I hope.

Sunday, December 10, 2017

Lesson 162 ~Pain Is Tomorrow’s Problem~

To Will:
No Fear because that is something we are giving to tomorrow, it’s like I was telling our dear Lady Lu, if there is no tomorrow then why not put everything there and enjoy today. Look you’re already up, with book review ready; should have been done yesterday, you see, pain, problems, and the past must find their way to tomorrow and if you see it just keep passing it on, is that healthy?

Well, you have as Rick Grimes put it stuff and things to do, why not make that goal, find what you want to do rather than what you half to do because we know that tomorrow is going to suck. Hell, today might be awful but if we are going back to the five minutes before the world ends scenario why not make it a good five minutes, I know you can go much longer than that my friend. It’s now about three weeks and other than the pain yesterday that had you laid up, you’re not doing that again because that’s tomorrow’s mistake waiting.

From now instead of running from yesterday and even today, let everything that scares you, hurts you, tries to kill you be waiting and today you just have to get stronger, be better prepared, let yourself enjoy. I know despite all that you’re worried about The Walking Dead, but that should be the worst of it because tomorrow is coming regardless and it will still be ahead of you, fear should be running. For now, you’re not in any real pain, you’re getting shit done, you’re learning, and while terror perhaps will always be your greatest enemy the fact that you’re up and about healthy is a reason to be grateful remember that, being thankful.

I don’t mean to get religious on you or anything but remember how you felt last night, how old you are how much time you’ve wasted, hell did you have a bit of backbone with the manager. If you’re standing, if you’re breathing, fight, and let the pain and blood be there tomorrow as a testament to that, I can’t seem to stress that enough.

Today you write, work on a character, get those reviews up, take a shower, you know you need it and let the pain go, let it run smackdab into tomorrow because Pain Is Tomorrow’s Problem.

I Will Have No Fear

Reputed Undisputed

Back when I was finding myself or am I still trying and I pretty much hated Hardee’s at the time which is a long story, or a short one since I only worked there one day, anxiety can be Hell. Reputed Undisputed, as if anyone could see the real me

Am I still STANDING?
Never landing
Forgotten how to fly
Wonder why
Forever damned
I don’t understand
“Too stupid”
You said it

Who am I today?
A fool a coward
Scream it louder
And laugh hardy
Because day one
Who I was

The VIEWS that are expressed here
I’ve been hearing for years
And everyone
For once the world agrees
I’d fall to my knees
If God’s opinion
Wasn’t like his minions

I am mistaken
A mistake
That no one should make
Not a failure but a fail
Doomed to Hell
From what
No buts

I’m elected
The worst
Your curse
Not worth
My birth
And I can’t make a second one
So I don’t

And so my reputation
The thoughts of a nation
My life today, my repute
Why fight it; it is the truth

Copyright © 2011, Will A. Bradford Jr. All rights reserved.

Love from Scratch

I can make love out of anything… almost; a smile, a voice, eye contact, a bit of softcore and hardcore porn, well intention words… take your pick. Love from Scratch, when you’re mad and yet you know the truth or when you’re in the shower with a Fleshlight

See Me Here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uCusEdHNmUI

And it always hurts somehow
But before I say ow
I’ll cover you; I’ll follow you into the dark
I want to tear you apart
Fix you but I don’t know how
So would you come with me now?

Should I ask again, plead and beg
You knock me off of my feet but on my own two legs
Well you have you have wings
Only I’m trying with everything
With every thought in my head
Every breath you take, if you shared my bed

Even then it might hurt a bit
Would a kiss… a bit of ravishment
One bad romance
Or even a lap dance
Tell me, because I want to know what love is
Be my heroine and crazy bit*h

Somebody’s heartbreak
The reason I’m still awake
Why I think three little words through
Just love me like you do
Yeah this might be a mistake
Still I’ll Say what I need to say, if you can take

A little bit of love from scratch
Love… have I had enough
Stay with me, because
Pain like this or that

No one wants to feel alone

Copyright © 2015 Second Circle Creations, Will A. Bradford Jr. All rights reserved.

Inspired By: Babydoll a.k.a. Emily Browning… Sucker Punch, RENT (2005) “I’ll Cover You”, Death Cab For Cutie “I Will Follow You Into The Dark”, She Wants Revenge “Tear You Apart”, Coldplay “Fix You”, KONGOS “Come With Me Now”, Lenny Kravitz “Again”, Lifehouse “Everything”, Scala & Kolacny Brothers “Every Breath You Take”, Lady Gaga “Bad Romance”, N.E.R.D. “Lapdance”, Johnny Jewel Ft. Saoirse Ronan “Tell Me”, Foreigner “I Want To Know What Love Is”, Buckcherry “Crazy Bitch”, Hunter Hayes “Somebody’s Heartbreak”, Ellie Goulding “Love Me Like You Do” Fifty Shades of Grey Soundtrack, John Mayer “Say”, Sam Smith “Stay With Me” and “Love quotes for the ages. Specifically ages 18-81.” by Jarod Kintz

Fell Where

I’m falling and someday the pencil will fall, her dress, my fingers no longer on the keys but upon her body, my lips to her lips, to the bed, to the floor, and yet they sing love lift us up where we belong. Fell Where because she doesn’t know how far

See Me Here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ngz7HnoPBNM

Making a mess of wishes
For you’re more beautiful by far
What good are the stars?
My love I would tell

The artists great and small, dancers, musicians
writers, villains, what I see
If I thought you’d hear me
over the debris, and oh well

Just don’t give up on me… and our kisses
Ablaze, a spark, take my love-struck heart
Zealot that I am for the love of you with but this contrition
May I become the marquis de Sade and have you be
Insatiable yet innocent, indecent yet intimate, these things and even more too
Now would you be my naughty nympho… love me like you do
Exchange your wings for everything or just for me, Heaven for Hell

Or is it a mistake we fell

Copyright © 2015 Second Circle Creations, Will A. Bradford Jr. All rights reserved.

Inspired By: Victoria… Real Doll, Sia “My Love”, The Tony Rich Project “Nobody Knows”, Solomon Burke “Don’t Give Up On Me”, The Isley Brothers “For The Love of You”, Ellie Goulding “Love Me Like You Do” Fifty Shades of Grey Soundtrack, and Lifehouse “Everything”

Cupid Mobile

Better to say nothing, but I have a heart, I have “something else”, and I have fingers, and all those things seem to outrun my brain, so why not blame Cupid and Siri. Cupid Mobile… think I need a better mobile plan.

See Me Here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UVBDsJ2hdyM

One day I’ll have to guess

The honey and the moon
Two of the lucky ones… who would you suggest
To love me like you do

Oops, what did I just say to you?
Too soon, too soon
“My love…”

Copyright © 2015 Second Circle Creations, Will A. Bradford Jr. All rights reserved.

Inspired By: Elly Tran Ha… Elly Kim Hong, Joseph Arthur “Honey and the Moon”, The Droge and Summers “Two of The Lucky Ones”, Ellie Goulding “Love Me Like You Do” Fifty Shades of Grey Soundtrack, and Sia “My Love”

Love Sees… Surprise

This is why you don’t wear glasses to bed though honestly I think I’ll leave mine on my “first” time just to really catch what’s going on, while getting it on. Love makes it so you can’t see straight anyway… Love… Prescription… Glasses

See Me Here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T_GALiBCGlw

And what’s another sunup
A pillar of hope
Pitched tent
The perfect ten
This very visible sin
Thinking out loud, do you love me… nope?

Because three little words aren’t said enough
or far too much
What’s the meaning of

such a word as love
Not just a word on the page
Memories of some long forgotten age
Is a heart a cage?
No matter how I try

it is this dream of us
only it’s not quite paradise
when I realize
I’ve never been on the otherside
on the inside of love because
Maybe I was waiting for you
to love me like you do
Perhaps I am scared to
My love, why

Standing here right before your eyes

Mistake or surprise…

Copyright © 2015 Second Circle Creations, Will A. Bradford Jr. All rights reserved.

Inspired By: ???, Ed Sheeran “Thinking Out Loud”, The Contours “Do You Love Me”, Bliss 66 “Not Quite Paradise”, Red Hot Chili Peppers “Otherside”, Nada Surf “Inside Of Love”, Ellie Goulding “Love Me Like You Do” Fifty Shades of Grey Soundtrack, and Sia “My Love”

Love Me, Monsters, and Mutants

To answer the final question… yes it does, because I can’t love people in slices… another story. I don’t want to love a piece of her and I don’t expect to be loved only a part, that’s why we become heartless. Love Me, Monsters, and Mutants.

And I can be that mistake… I guess
this is what love is all about
How can we be so heartless?

Or are we just a couple of freaks
That should have just run and hide
Yet we’re standing side by side
So I feel like less of a creep

But a man… this lone wanderer
“What are you waiting for?”
“Because, you’re so much more”
Playing house with the monster

We’re only human
No, you’re an atom bomb baby
For love of you… does that make me a mutant?

Copyright © 2015 Second Circle Creations, Will A. Bradford Jr. All rights reserved.

Inspired By: Mystique, Raven Darkhölme, Jennifer Lawrence, “Fallout” Series, Kanye West “Heartless”, Rihanna ft. Calvin Harris “We Found Love”, Ellie Goulding “Love Me Like You Do” Fifty Shades of Grey Soundtrack, Eminem ft. Rihanna “The Monster”, Five Stars “Atom Bomb Baby”, and The Isley Brothers “For The Love of You”

See Me Here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZAW0KO4fvtY

Mystique…Raven Darkhölme… Jennifer Lawrence 003