Sunday, May 29, 2022

Chronicle 332 ~Better Be Worth It~

To Will:
I AM a Billionaire right now, but what’s that worth to you? You hate the Day Job, a dream deferred, a “Song Unsung.”

Are the tears worth it? They make their appearance even later this morning. You’ll keep doing it, that I promise. It’s been 483 Days, and a tear has fallen for B III. Each and every one. While I was busy not getting tattoos, think about this. One lonely teardrop, hmm? You can be all Cry-Baby with it, and you’ll never need to cry over your Lost Boy. Never again. But is that you or Braxton? Do you need to be confused and weird this morning? Not to mention all the pop culture references. It wasn’t audiobooks last week but music. Us and our lists, right? It’s like being back in school, writing out the questions, and having no clue for the answers. Six Impossible Things:

1. For What It’s Worth ― Buffalo Springfield
2. He Got Game ― Public Enemy
3. Song Unsung ― Eden White
4. Cry-Baby ― The Honey Sisters
5. Lost Boy ― Ruth B.
6. It Doesn’t Matter ― Alison Krauss
7. It Doesn’t Matter ― Wyclef Jean, The Rock
8. Love T.K.O. ― Teddy Pendergrass

1. I WILL BE Finishing Healing Solutions for Pet Loss: Goodbye Is Not Forever
   Completed
2. I WILL BE Finishing Gathering, My Braxton’s Albums
   Failed
3. I WILL BE Sending Gulp Off To Be Published
   Failed
4. I WILL BE Keeping It In My Pants (Day 001 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
   Failed (Day 001 No Fap)
5. I WILL BE Getting A Tattoo Of My Son Little B III
   Failed
6. I WILL BE The Man My Son Thinks I Am
   Failed

Is one even worth it? It’s the only one that I ever do. And I doubt you’ll do better. Hell! You won’t even want to do your one because it’s the first story, not about grieving. If it’s any consolation, they killed off all the doggies in the story. But if Amazon fucked you…
That damn challenge! You’ll find out if the title’s “Final Frontier.” If it’s worth anything. But that goes for a lot of things in life. You’ll look on this week and see It Doesn’t Matter. Alison Krauss or Wyclef Jean version? Again, It Doesn’t Matter! What is it worth today? In the past few minutes, what have you done? Braxton’s water bowl, hoody, he’s still dead! Like, these Six Impossible Things:

1. I WILL BE Finishing Tender is the Flesh by Agustina Bazterrica, Sarah Moses
2. I WILL BE Finishing Gathering, My Braxton’s Albums
3. I WILL BE Sending Gulp Off To Be Published
4. I WILL BE Keeping It In My Pants (Day 001 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
5. I WILL BE Getting A Tattoo Of My Son Little B III
6. I WILL BE The Man My Son Thinks I Am

Now Braxton was worth it? “Takin’ the bumps and the bruises, of all the things of a two-time loser,” Teddy Pendergrass sings. Um, that’s eight now? And inevitable memories? All this knowledge and all these trinkets, do any of them make any difference, really? Without your phone, wallet, keys… oh don’t forget your glasses and the mask pocketed always. You can never forget your dick, ha, and that’s quite the subject, long, hard, sorry. Martin Luther King Jr. said, “A man who does not have something for which he is willing to die is not fit to live.” There’s plenty which you would die of out of fear, shame, or pain. But something to die for? Without Braxton, you don’t know. Better Be Worth It

Gospel 332 ~When B Moved On~

483 Days Without B III

BLM Braxton’s Life Matters,
Will