Lesson 006 ~The Difference Between the H-Bomb and A-Bomb~

While the bombs fall, or maybe I would rather fall flat on my face again or into some whole in the ground because my heart is just that big maybe. The Difference Between the H-Bomb and A-Bomb, I’m not exactly the one to figure that out

Friday, July 7, 2017

Lesson 006 ~The Difference Between the H-Bomb and A-Bomb~

Hey Lu,

I hope you don’t think me a physicist, a psycho, or worse a man of the government; if anything women are a lot like bombs. Now I may never be ready to talk about the “Harmonic War” but I hope someday I will but last night I was thinking of another war, The Fall War or The War of Falling, not so great with names you think or am I?

You know a bomb has but one true purpose, a picture is worth a thousand words, and a word itself has over a thousand purposes. With one word you can stop a war, one word you can blow yourself or others to kingdom come, it’s a part of the whole and people often wonder why I remain silent. I’m scared Lady Lu, I’m scared of what I started or hell who knows, there might be nothing up there, then again…

So we live Luna, it doesn’t profit anyone to sit on my ass and do nothing but I still can’t tell you what happened after the “Harmonic War” short of the burning embarrassment, then the freeze out by friends and my own memories, and then coming back from the rubble. In a way that was the luxury, I think there was back then, I didn’t have to think about anyone else, there was only me. I didn’t worry about how much damage was done, I didn’t have to think about the yield, I just took the hit and even then I didn’t have the guts to look in the end.

As I told you yesterday it’s always the aftermath that ends up beating me, that could, would, and should of the matter but did I listen, no I shouldn’t be sitting but I don’t have the good sense to shut up. Why am I though in certain aspects of my life, that book review, for example, I’ve been acting like some guy waiting for Jesus to return and I really need to cut down on my sinful nature may be.

“I am not going to sit on my ass as the events that affect me unfold to determine the course of my life. I’m going to take a stand. I’m going to defend it. Right or wrong, I’m going to defend it.” – Ferris Bueller

You see Lady Luna that’s what I failed to do for the most part when the Harmonic War started, I challenged and when she fired back and she did, what was left of me just crawled into a hole in the ground, a nice grave. For all intents and purposes I might be worrying over nothing at all, who knows if she’s paying attention, what am I confessing yet again?

With the Harmonic War I had it coming, point blank period, I mean you want to talk about skeevy… am I ever going to get sick of that word, anyway yeah I was. You see Luna I wasn’t the first man and I definitely won’t be the last “TTB” of course I’m not going to explain that now but I was a bad man… I don’t know now whether I truly believe that or not. I knew I would always pay in one way or another but my world was effectively changed, at least for a little while by that H-bomb and then it ended.

As with the War of the Falling I truly didn’t think I was doing anything wrong at the time, I antagonized the H-bomb but when it came to the A-bomb what was my purpose, what did I really want in the end? Three truths, I liked her, two I thought we were friends which is why I spent so much time commenting on her work “flirting” as it were, and okay I like seeing girls all hot and bothered, pushing their buttons. I pushed the wrong one, didn’t I Luna, and now here I am thinking it’s the end of the world but I’m not running away, indeed where is there to run to anyway?

“Where you gonna go, where you gonna run, where you gonna hide? Nowhere… ’cause there’s no one like you left.” Carol Malone, Body Snatchers (1993)

To this day I still feel bad about both, whether years ago or six days, I never wanted to be that man, and I wish I could take it all back but isn’t that just it. Once that bomb is in the air and it’s coming down it must fulfill its purpose, it must do what it was created for.

A bomb doesn’t care, a woman doesn’t care and I know what I must sound like forgetting all the lessons that I’ve read, not mine Luna, I’m an idiot. If I could do it all over again I would have hugged her goodbye (less awkwardly) wished her a nice life and let that be over.

“They say before you start a war
You better know what you’re fighting for”
Angel With a Shotgun, The Cab
Again I could be worrying over nothing, they say to live each day as though it were your last but didn’t I say I’ve been living right these past few days. I’ve been doing everything from freezing up again to preparing myself to keep my eyes wide open and take whatever is going to happen. I did hear from another friend today and apparently, she doesn’t think I’m as “skeevy” then again what goes down in the DM… is friendly banter.

What do you do when the world is ending… a friend and I had this discussion on one of our movie nights, end of the world genre and during “4:44 Last Day on Earth” besides agreeing that was the worst choice of a movie, we also agreed we would have bigger plans on what we would like to do. At this moment because it certainly isn’t the end of the world but now I would tell the woman I offended I was sorry, again because I am and I was wrong. If not that I want to thank her because if it wasn’t for her this new fire inside me wouldn’t exist, how much have I done because some pretty divorcee hurt my feelings?

It really doesn’t matter what the difference is to anyone that finds themselves under the bomb, they see it okay, they don’t well that’s okay too. For now, the lesson for today is the reason bombs are dropped at all and we both know why that is Lady Lu because, in all of this evolution, I know men are idiots.

DOoming It

Love, Angel, Bedroom, Bomb, Fruit of the Loom, Palm, Girl, Woman, Man, Will Bradford Jr, Yuna Naruse, Saishuu Chikan Densha 2, Midnight Sleazy Train 2, Poetry, Poem, Words

See Me Here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=smAhgQE6w0I

And what’s one more
wish for what can never be
a thought of you and me
When love is an open door
yet your feet don’t hit the floor
Called you an angel, but maybe
you’re an atom bomb baby
So, “What are you waiting for?”

“Love me like you do”
Sex bomb
Now where’s my Fruit of the Loom
“I love you”
Love’s in the palm
of my hand but your love is my doom

Copyright © 2015 Second Circle Creations, Will A. Bradford Jr. All rights reserved.

Inspired By: Yuna Naruse, Saishuu Chikan Densha 2, Midnight Sleazy Train 2, “Love Is An Open Door” Frozen (2013), Five Stars “Atom Bomb Baby” (1957) Cold War Classics (Atomic Platters), Ellie Goulding “Love Me Like You Do” Fifty Shades of Grey Soundtrack, and Tom Jones “Sex Bomb”

No Strings Attached… Or Wires

You can’t stop heartbreak when it happens, it happens, angels can be recalled, the sun and the moon fall only to rise again, but what about bombs? You can’t stop those when their falling, much like you can’t stop lovers. No Strings Attached… Or Wires

See Me Here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gWd0d2wLzPM

And what’s a couple of strings
Falling for you? Me too
Tell me, love me like you do
Or would you have me pretend
You’re my girl on fire

If I were like other men
Dreaming of you, of more, of sin
My desire

Be my atom bomb baby
Maybe, somehow
Only one man in town
So let me be him
World war three on satellite TV
How I feel about you and me
We lie here shyer

Thinking will you love me again
Is this love or is this the end
Lovers fall like bombs without wires

Copyright © 2015 Second Circle Creations, Will A. Bradford Jr. All rights reserved.

Inspired By: Yuna Naruse, Saishuu Chikan Densha 2, Midnight Sleazy Train 2, Johnny Jewel Feat. Saoirse Ronan “Tell Me” (Lost River), Ellie Goulding “Love Me Like You Do” Fifty Shades of Grey Soundtrack, The Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins, Five Stars “Atom Bomb Baby” (1957) Cold War Classics (Atomic Platters), Bill Haley and His Comets “Thirteen Women” (1954) Cold War Classics (Atomic Platters), Crown City Four “Watch World War Three (On Pay TV) (1960) Cold War Classics (Atomic Platters), Jerry Engler “Sputnik (Satellite Girl)” [1957] Cold War Classics (Atomic Platters), Lifehouse “You and Me”, John Newman “Love Me Again”, and Whitesnake “Is This Love”

Blame Atom

Well I have to blame something or someone, but seeing as how all my loves have been one sided, should I blame the stars, those pedestals I keep building, my biology, or how I imagine some girl falling for me. Blame Atom or my own eyes.

See Me Here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AIaGdHY3zXA

And I don’t blame you
for love is such sweet suicide

So I’ll make you an angel somehow
Yet I commit much greater sins
Like I would sell my soul
Because maybe just maybe
I think I can tell her… I want us to be together
The things I want to believe

You’d find me with a mushroom cloud
Accomplish what other didn’t; thirteen women…
yeah I’m gonna dig myself a hole,
watch world war three on pay TV,
make love in a fallout shelter
My atom bomb baby

if you would love me like you do
Blame you, love I’m still alive

Copyright © 2015 Second Circle Creations, Will A. Bradford Jr. All rights reserved.

Inspired By: Yuna Naruse, Saishuu Chikan Densha 2, Midnight Sleazy Train 2, Edwin McCain “I’ll Be”, Sammy Salvo ~ A Mushroom Cloud (1961)… Cold War Classics (Atomic Platters), Bill Haley and His Comets “Thirteen Women” (1954) Cold War Classics (Atomic Platters), Arthur ‘Big Boy’ Crudup “I’m Gonna Dig Myself A Hole” (1951) Cold War Classics (Atomic Platters), Crown City Four “Watch World War Three (On Pay TV) (1960) Cold War Classics (Atomic Platters), Dore Alpert “Fallout Shelter” (1962) Cold War Classics (Atomic Platters), Five Stars “Atom Bomb Baby” (1957) Cold War Classics (Atomic Platters), Ellie Goulding “Love Me Like You Do” Fifty Shades of Grey Soundtrack, and Meat Loaf “Alive”

One, Two… Love

Who knows… first love, I believe I have felt that; first date, first kiss, first time, never had those and I can’t even remember the first time I “felt good” if you catch my meaning. One, Two… Love; yes I’m still counting down the days

See Me Here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M9pkDs9OXlQ

We all can find the fuse
A bit erect… a little wet
Would you rather watch world war three on pay TV

Or let me push a button or a few
Love me like you do…kaboom… maybe you’re not there yet
My atom bomb baby

What’s the code for “I love you”
Thirteen women… dark, blonde, red, brunette
But it’s you I can’t forget; love a countdown to maybe

Copyright © 2015 Second Circle Creations, Will A. Bradford Jr. All rights reserved.

Inspired By: Mystique, Raven Darkhölme, Jennifer Lawrence, Crown City Four “Watch World War Three (On Pay TV) (1960) Cold War Classics (Atomic Platters), Ellie Goulding “Love Me Like You Do” Fifty Shades of Grey Soundtrack, Five Stars “Atom Bomb Baby” (1957) Cold War Classics (Atomic Platters), Bill Haley and His Comets “Thirteen Women” (1954) Cold War Classics (Atomic Platters), “CivilDefenseSpot” (YouTube), and a great many thanks to “Fallout 4”

Mystique Mushrooms

Because I rather be back in bed… if I need feathers I’ll find an angel, a pillow serves as a decent cloud and the sky… hell I was only looking for her anyway. It’s going out that’s the problem, I’ll already be waiting for the end, Mystique Mushrooms.

And so we hide together
Knowing we’ll blow each other apart
Bombs in a fallout shelter
Did we forget our hearts?
No we got this year’s love
Though we’re only two freaks

Wanting to have enough
When we’re left with three little words… I love you
Yet it’s all Greek or virgin geek
Still you love me like you do
For an atom bomb baby, you’re sweet

So let the clouds pass us by
While we’re waiting on mushrooms
No one wants to know why, but why should we lie
here alone, as if we don’t know we are doomed
But we refuse to blink
Because I believe
or think I love the mystique

Copyright © 2015 Second Circle Creations, Will A. Bradford Jr. All rights reserved.

Inspired By: Mystique, Raven Darkhölme, Jennifer Lawrence, Dore Alpert “Fallout Shelter”, “Next To All Hearts” Play’d: A Hip Hop Story (2002), David Gray “This Year’s Love”, Ellie Goulding “Love Me Like You Do” Fifty Shades of Grey Soundtrack, Five Stars “Atom Bomb Baby”, Blessid Union of Souls “I Believe (Love is the Answer)”, “CivilDefenseSpot” (YouTube), and a great many thanks to “Fallout 4”

See Me Here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5fvEI3Rdt8c

Mystique…Raven Darkhölme… Jennifer Lawrence 005

Melting Cupid’s Wings

Hot, isn’t that how most love “affairs” start, maybe she’s too hot but all men end up falling don’t they. “Melting Cupid’s Wings”, what do you say before some pretty girl changes your world… not “forever” doubt I’d ever meet that girl.

Love… when it could be something else
You knock me off of my feet
A million times hotter than TNT
Epic fail
That my world lies un-rocked
My heart, the stars, everything but the words dropped

Putting an end to the birds and bees
Thanks a lot

Cupid… what the hell
What are you waiting for?
I look outside my door
*sigh* How you make me melt

Copyright © 2015 Second Circle Creations, Will A. Bradford Jr. All rights reserved.

Inspired by: Mystique, Raven Darkhölme, Jennifer Lawrence, Michael Jackson “The Way You Make Me Feel”, Five Stars “Atom Bomb Baby”, Crown City Four “Watch World War Three (On Pay TV), and Ellie Goulding “Love Me Like You Do” Fifty Shades of Grey Soundtrack

See Me Here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tKZ-WF7A4-o

Mystique…Raven Darkhölme… Jennifer Lawrence (Melting Cupid's Wings)

Glowing Up Hot

I think it’s inevitable… the emotion and the feeling and I’m not saying you’ll keep it but for a moment you’ll see it, you’ll stand in awe, and whether good or bad in the end it will destroy you… love. You won’t be the same or I wasn’t Glowing Up Hot

And tomorrow is going to hurt
Makes you wonder what tonight is worth
If love is blind
Maybe for a few hours
Then the sun shines
or some great atomic power
Well… maybe just in time

Falls back down to earth
Because I was so sure
You were an angel… ain’t I right
My atom bomb baby
Only I’m not afraid of heights
But you’re Atomic Baby, pretty hot lady
I think I’ll find my way tonight

To you, somewhere on this Earth
Maybe I’ll convert
Become a follower of uranium rock
Catch the uranium fever
Yeah you’re so damn hot
Yes I’m a believer
That loving you, is what I got

I’m the lone wanderer in the desert
A wasteland freak and pervert
Something else to tell the truth
Just I don’t know how to stop
“I love you”
Is there a power greater than atomic?
Not if you love me like you do

If you’re mine, if you’re her
Tonight, tomorrow, someday, love hurts, and I’m on alert
Still I sit in my room, doomed
Alone… watching, love stories like world war three on pay TV
Until I see you again and my heart goes KABOOM!!!

Copyright © 2015 Second Circle Creations, Will A. Bradford Jr. All rights reserved.

Inspired by: Mia Rose, Louvin Brothers “Great Atomic Power”, Mary Robbins “Ain’t I Right”, Five Stars “Atom Bomb Baby”, Amos Milburn “Atomic Baby”, Warren Smith “Uranium Rock”, Elton Britt “Uranium Fever”, Smash Mouth “I’m a Believer” (The Monkees and Eddie Murphy) Shrek (2001), Sublime “What I Got”, Buchanan Brothers “There’s a Power Greater Than Atomic, Ellie Goulding “Love Me Like You Do” Fifty Shades of Grey Soundtrack, Nazareth “Love Hurts”, Crown City Four “Watch World War Three (On Pay TV)”, Lenny Kravitz “Again”, “CivilDefenseSpot” (YouTube) and a great many thanks to “Fallout 4”

See Me Here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVTuqebH0fc

Mia Rose (Glowing Up Hot)