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Episode 342 ~Will Is Turning Japanese~

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You want to put a price on human life, for a night over a thousand dollars, for a piece of my soul $22.00 and change and I would only get $3.00 back, but math has never been my strong suit and no offense to Asian culture but; Will Is Turning Japanese

Saturday, June 8, 2019

Episode 342 ~Will Is Turning Japanese~

Hey Lady Lu,
I AM a Millionaire right now and not a racist Republican. My apologies I didn’t mean to turn political so soon. Now I’m not blaming The Handmaid’s Tale, the news, or the publisher. Writing is supposed to be hard, and I mean getting published, ask me why?

Forrest Gump was not a smart man, and neither am I, but I know what love is My Lady. More so I know what lust is and I’ll be damned (Language) I was willing to pay more for that. I offered a woman once such and such amount to be with her for one night. She said no, of course, that didn’t shake my faith that every woman does have a price. To publish my book, paperback and a Kindle edition will be $1,212 for the record. I was ready to pay more for breasts than the potential of owning my “Love Hotel” someday. What a fool believes, thank you Tony Baker for that earworm. Speaking of worms, tentacles; hell, I want so many women, but my book took form for one. I can’t say her name, legally speaking, she’ll feel I was stalking her.

Now that’s hard to take that a woman, some women would make me a monster. Not that I want to be a knight, maybe a samurai. No, without a doubt I want to be Grey Worm add having a penis. One more reason to wear armor, but how would I afford it? The pen is “stronger” than the sword, or so THEY say. I was telling “Indiana Gone” yesterday my metal is untested; I’m as unknown as Arthur once was. One of the reasons “Cherry” isn’t a friend on Facebook, trusting a Dominant is sacred.

I believe that as hard as it is to trust anybody these days. It’s harder still to have faith in myself as a part of me is always hard. I’m more willing to put my coin on a woman than myself. Even now it’s easier to buy into the works of Little Lupe, Jimmy Stephens, make a deal with MILF Dos. Should I mention my crimes like last night on Pinterest again? I made a board; it’s legit. I have so many, but I got scared and deleted it. The thought of how people see me, I’m an African American Male. No offense but with writing Will Is Turning Japanese.

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Episode 336 ~Ow Went Will’s Head~

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Now I know why I lounge around in bed all day and why they called Daria “The Misery Chick” thinking hurts and most people have nothing but small talk, the big question that rests on my shoulders though. “Ow Went Will’s Head.”

Sunday, June 2, 2019

Episode 336 ~Ow Went Will’s Head~

To Will:
I AM a Millionaire right now. Every dollar has its place along with every pain. So with fear, it’s usually centered in the gut. With stress well, that’s a different kind of “HEAD.” Only with this decision well I don’t envy you, Will.

You know the “boss man” may have had a point. In one ear but out the other, all the music all the motivations. Still, you have to keep one ear open for the Day Job’s bullshit (Language). I tell you between the good and the bad, which one do you choose to keep? You know “The Secret” and “Think And Grow Rich,” say the same thing. You can’t govern every thought in your head; it’s exhausting. So the secret is to be happy, and how does one do that? Even after yesterday? Finally getting those photos from the cosplayer; not counting it as porn? Instrumentals are fantastic for writing, but you can’t play tunes 24/7 365. You wouldn’t have to Will if you took the shot now. I suppose you could count that as me giving you advice. I know you want to go all Brewster’s Millions with it and one day you will. It’s so beautiful having all those heads in your wallet. You know Franklin, Grant, Jackson. What were there Six Impossible Things?

  1. I Will Keep It In My Pants (Day 054 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
    Completed (Day 061 No Fap)
  2. I Will Be The “Father” My Dog Deserves
    Failed
  3. I Will Name My Novel And Write A Back Cover Of It
    Failed
  4. I Will Review Crave (Addicted To You #1) K.M. Scott
    Completed
  5. I Will Bring My Main Email Count To Zero Finally
    Failed
  6. I Will Finish Reading Think and Grow Rich: The Original 1937 Unedited Edition
    Failed
  1. I Will Keep It In My Pants (Day 061 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
  2. I Will Be The “Father” My Dog Deserves
  3. I Will Name My Novel And Write A Back Cover Of It
  4. I Will Review The Five
  5. I Will Bring My Main Email Count To Zero Finally
  6. I Will Finish Reading Think and Grow Rich: The Original 1937 Unedited Edition

I know you wonder often enough, where your head’s now. Up in the clouds, is the pillow helping, and yes, you are a basket case. Only it’s still attached to your shoulders, and it still has a roof over it. Soon enough, it will be nothing but sunny days, and I don’t mean here. No on your private beach in the middle of nowhere. The pillows will be softer, and you can try “motorboating.” Then do some sailing on a yacht ha. The water doesn’t scare you that much. Yeah, it’s not a fear of failure, this is more logical. Though as Think And Grow rich has been saying one must be imaginative. Don’t basis any of this off anything but the desire to succeed. Your poetry and novels aren’t your prayers. Instead, they are the prophecy of things to come, pretty spooky. You want fear; jacking off to Jessica Nigri forever and a day. The Day Job daily, being what your father believes. Little B III’s whole life still.

Don’t put fear in or out; Ow Went Will’s Head.

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Episode 335 ~Will’s The Magic Word~

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Morpheus said something to the tune of, “don’t think you are, know you are,” so I am rich, but I am also upset, and let’s said nine other things, but the only Treachery I find is with myself. “Will’s The Magic Word”

Saturday, June 1, 2019

Episode 335 ~Will’s The Magic Word~

Hey Lady Lu,

I AM a Millionaire right now. Praise be, excuse me I’ve gotten into watching The Handmaid’s Tale. Isn’t it funny the moment I give up 90% of PORN I get into the rights of women? I’ve always been Pro-Choice; women kick men’s ass in the adult entertainment industry. Also, I ain’t even mad at the cosplayer today

Writings, Witticisms, And Wisdom, in these three words, would encompass all my sins. Now if I’m going to get all preachy today (a minister said I would). Let’s start with the LIMBO, that is my blog and other writing. Of course, when I’m not doing that again, we get into why I started writing. Okay so if I give Think and Grow Rich, a voice, it would be Chapter 11 Transmutation which is all about LUST. In that, I couldn’t agree more on the author’s views of sex. As for the last sin at this level and it was a toughie, I would go with dear HERSEY. Haven’t I told the story of when I was a child the first word I remember writing was my name? In Jesus name, in God’s and how many women. Still, in the end, it’s my word, and no one else’s, that’s a fact.

Now, this leads me to GREED. I never started writing on the grounds of getting rich. My purpose was to be Cyrano de Bergerac, minus the death. I am also getting the girl but the going rate for women? Didn’t I say I’m not angry, but indeed I feed off punishment? Such is my GLUTTONY and even more so I want to dish it out. Such is my sadistic dominance. Now Christian wasn’t right in Fifty Shades. Hell, I avoid women that remind me of my mother, but I do understand his reasoning. Okay so I do have ANGER, let me explain. I’m on Patreon for $10. The cosplayer says she’s giving up modeling and having a final blowout 700 pictures this month. So you move to the $50 tier.

So I wait all month and you know I haven’t been doing “VIOLENCE” to myself and not writing about it in another novel. FRAUD, if anything, I don’t pretend what I am anymore (okay Day Job). Only she didn’t keep her word. TREACHERY is too big a word for this but for $100, STUPID, I thought WILL’s The Magic Word.

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Episode 329 ~Willing Open Treasure CHEST~

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Sometimes it’s as if I’m Link from The Legend Of Zelda, jumping from chest to chest but at least he gets something for his trouble and has all the time in the world to figure it out; I have THREE MONTHS. Willing Open Treasure Chest, or Pandora’s Box.

Sunday, May 26, 2019

Episode 329 ~Willing Open Treasure CHEST~

To Will:
I AM a Millionaire right now, so how much should you have? If this were “Office Space,” it would be enough for two girls at the same time. So for today’s reminder, ahem THREE fucking MONTHS (Language Please). Yesterday I brought up the “Life Tree” on Brainbuddy. I said it seems that two days with but a mere second of boob watching, damn Twitter, you’re finally making progress. The tree has begun blooming.

Now I don’t blame you for having to break that streak today. Well, depending on how the Brainbuddy community answers in regards to Erotic novels. Only it’s Think And Grow Rich that has your attention. Learning how Coca-Cola came to prominence. For a while now the plan for your life is write a bestseller. Make one million dollars. Move out Nevada or California way and set up shop. Yeah, you gave yourself a year and at present $900 to get it done. “The Alamo Fund” but positive vibes. So now, this song is running through your mind “Ball Out ($500).” Which short story shorter is about having fun in a strip club for $500. It didn’t take that to get MILF Dos naked, “Okay” did it for free but how about these Six Impossible Things:

  1. I Will Keep It In My Pants (Day 047 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
    Completed (Day 054 No Fap)
  2. I Will Be The “Father” My Dog Deserves
    Failed
  3. I Will Name My Novel And Write A Back Cover Of It
    Failed
  4. I Will Review Crave (Addicted To You #1) K.M. Scott
    Failed
  5. I Will Make My Bed Every Single Day And Won’t Climb In Until Nightfall
    Completed
  6. I Will Finish Reading Stretched Wide: A Collection Of 4 Stories – Interracial Erotica
    Completed

Will you look at that, I got through 1/2. Though a correction for #6. “Stretched Wide: A Collection Of 4 Stories – Interracial Erotica Stories WWBM.” Now you’re reading “Think And Grow Rich” by Napoleon Hill when you’re not thinking about Cherry’s ample chest. Speaking of which, where is your heart, again? You have $500 – $900 and three months, to get Nevada, and you’re not begging for it. You’re a man; men made God, men build Heaven, men, until zombies or aliens and nothing against women, rule. You want your bed to be a treasure chest. Girls climb in, you treasure them, they walk out, and somehow profit. Now it worked for Dennis Hof, but first, Six Impossible Things.

  1. I Will Keep It In My Pants (Day 054 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
  2. I Will Be The “Father” My Dog Deserves
  3. I Will Name My Novel And Write A Back Cover Of It
  4. I Will Review Crave (Addicted To You #1) K.M. Scott
  5. I Will Bring My Main Email Count To Zero Finally
  6. I Will Finish Reading Think and Grow Rich: The Original 1937 Unedited Edition

Well, the community is being less than helpful on the does it count question. Still, they are attempting to be good people. Desire, addiction, obsession is no easy thing. Hell, you avoided, drinking, smoking, most other drugs besides Weed and LSD, many years ago. One more time you wasted a year; time’s up, three months. You go from pencils, pens but PIMP. You can Will so Willing Open Treasure Chest.

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Episode 328 ~Will And The Bee~

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Last week I talked about becoming Iron Will, but I would prefer Gold, and where would I spend all of it anyway, well we know that but how am I going to get it in three months, repeat it, June, July, August. “Will And The Bee”

Saturday, May 25, 2019

Episode 328 ~Will And The Bee~

Hey Lady Lu,
I AM a Millionaire right now, and I am doing my best to make more. Only it’s hard, Lady Luna; I’m talking 53 days or 51 if we’re speaking about Brainbuddy. Hell, I did it yesterday and feel sort of awful today. Avoiding the porn, I mean it doesn’t count right. If I look up a strip club? That I’m “friends” with a sex worker. Even Pinterest isn’t safe if you see one picture of Arnold and Helga. Today I wasn’t fast enough to avoid breasts on Twitter, a second My Lady.

Not to mention Cherry being the temptress that she is. No, I’m keeping the bucks in my pocket. No potential models and still not talking to that friend. She has got named The Highest Earning Legal Sex Worker In The U.S. dear Alice Little drools. She got me on my break, no doubt. A hiatus I’m taking, my No FAP Challenge. If I’m not thinking about dollars, it’s about me breaking every day. Today is only the second without porn. Haven’t I said over and over I’m not giving it up? For some reason I want to be the best, win. As Eric Thomas put it, you have to get tired of losing. I’m watching my Life Tree on Brainbuddy refusing to grow for anything.

Behave myself; I am trying, and don’t make me quote Yoda. Okay, I am replacing one vice for another. Greed for Lust, whether we are talking about The Seven Deadly or The Nine Circles. Wanting more of everything is always worse, but This Is America. Every day I sound as bad as a Republican. Women’s bodies, again I’m pro-choice, but money gets you everything. Only at this rate, I’ll use all the cash I got to cover all the breasts in the world. No, they’re more concerned with other lady parts. I’m involved with a million. For Nevada way, we start at $2,000. Cherry thinks she’s a million; I give her credit for feeling so great. Milf Dos is looking for votes for $25,000, so on and so forth, Luna.

A governor once said I ain’t got time to bleed. Sometimes it’s like I don’t have time to breathe. So when I do catch one, I feel I’m wasting my time. Only I’m no closer to breast, bucks, or becoming more. Who is that anyway, believe Will And The Bee.

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Episode 322 ~Five More Minutes Will~

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Usually, I’m a friend to the Earth but I’m more worried about two other blue balls, and it all started with me not wanting to get out of bed in the morning and reading “Breaking Beth” by Jennifer Bene, for more innocent days. “Five More Minutes Will”

Sunday, May 19, 2019

Episode 322 ~Five More Minutes Will~

To Will:
I AM a Millionaire right now, and it’s hard. I hear you; it’s incredibly rock solid because happiness is like Water. Now not to sound all Planeteers but horniness is Earth. Anger is Fire, wisdom is the Wind, and writing is your Heart. My past few days have been all about putting these things together. The name of this place is Will’s Writings, Witticisms, And Wisdom. However, there is always something missing right.

You know more than anyone that you are one for the Earth. It’s why you were so down today, but it’s quicksand. You stay in one place too long, well, you sink. Look at your choices, man. Brainbuddy isn’t lying. To even mention how long it took to get out of bed this morning, ridiculous. Leave that to the day job. When you’re not mad at yourself, and you rarely see you, Olds. It’s only going to work that infuriates you. You burn even more because what are you doing to avoid that place. Every damn week you make a list of how to escape. Now you won’t, so can you answer me, why don’t? When you’re writing here there is no time so this week sigh Six Impossible Things:

  1. I Will Keep It In My Pants (Day 040 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
    Completed (Day 047 No Fap)
  2. I Will Be The “Father” My Dog Deserves
    Failed
  3. I Will Name My Novel And Write A Back Cover Of It
    Failed
  4. I Will Review Crave (Addicted To You #1) K.M. Scott
    Failed
  5. I Will Not Hold Conversations In Bed; Minus Today
    Failed
  6. I Will Finish Reading Breaking Beth by Jennifer Bene
    Completed

Again #1 has kicked your ass this morning. The fact you’re sitting right here is a fucking (LANGUAGE) miracle. You barely accomplished #6 so busy fighting off #1, and there goes the Wind. You have ideas, and what the hell happens or more like it turns violent. I was happy Friday, no doubt, and then one errant button press and the day was shot to hell. Despite how I lied and you know what would make you feel good right now? No, you don’t need that again. Look how far you’ve come in NO FAP. Still, here we are once more Will Six Impossible Things:

  1. I Will Keep It In My Pants (Day 047 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
  2. I Will Be The “Father” My Dog Deserves
  3. I Will Name My Novel And Write A Back Cover Of It
  4. I Will Review Crave (Addicted To You #1) K.M. Scott
  5. I Will Make My Bed Every Single Day And Won’t Climb In Until Nightfall
  6. I Will Finish Reading Breaking Beth by Jennifer Bene

If you get #5 done who knows what might happen? Will you’re so pent up right now you can’t even think about #6, you already failed #2. Changed B III’s pad and he has water and food always but what about his tag, a bath might do some good. Everything goes right back to Heart. Your writing and you just showed up after all this time. If not writing, then you should read that Dennis Hof recommendation. Or Think and Grow Rich by Napoleon Hill.

Need Five More Minutes Will?

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Episode 321 ~The Will To Assemble~

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From Ill-Will to Iron Will and I’m hoping to work a bit of alchemy maybe or could I become like “Ironman,” no spoilers from me but if you haven’t seen that movie yet, where have you been, as for me. The Will To Assemble.

Saturday, May 18, 2019

Episode 321 ~The Will To Assemble~

Hey Lady Lu,
I AM a Millionaire right now; it’s only going to take time to assemble it. Let me repeat it, three months. Now that’s what I promised myself, and it’s something to see when the money won’t fit in my doggie bank. Still, for a man, that to this day isn’t a fan of teamwork, you know the old saying? I was rather fond of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, Ronin Warriors. Few seasons of the Power Rangers.

Now, how many times have I spoken about being Prometheus? Every day it feels as though a part of me is missing, eaten away, yum. My heart, brain, penis ow, and it returns for better or worse considering the day after. For example, two heads beating one and all that. Do you know who Audrey Charlize, Linda Chase, or Izumi Tachibana are? I didn’t care until a few days ago. If there was only a way to put such a skill to use, finding a P.Y.T. and men, they turn on. If there is one thing I’ve garnered from all my motivations, it’s a need for purpose. To give all of yourself to it, like John Legend singing All Of Me. One man giving everything he is, and that’s enough, to make these women tremble.

I do the same, but for the wrong reasons Right Thing, Wrong Way. I have seen girls fall in love with vampires, werewolves, and even dead men. Only in this day and age, it’s men in general who are the worse. Dammit, am I still 3/5 a person, half a man, worse only a boy too afraid to say anything. However, I’m fighting; I gear up. I keep my lips closed, head covered, and ears full. I don’t have much faith in humanity, but I have even less in any god. People all have varying prices. Money can hide you, change you, it can reassemble.

What do people want to see? It wouldn’t matter if I were Ill-Will. I want to be Iron Will. Only with The Power of Will, I can get this done, which brings us back to money. I have the brain she’s got the looks, another has the brawn. You know what that means, the Opportunities. Ending on a happy note, I know I have everything I need if I stop shielding the best, hiding the worst, The Will To Assemble.

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Episode 315 ~A Million Dollar Will~

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Money over everything I heard in a song but first that starts with printing some books however the only sheets I seem to be interested in are the ones in my bed and what does that say about me. A Million Dollar Will

Sunday, May 12, 2019

Episode 315 ~A Million Dollar Will~

To Will:
I AM a Millionaire right now, and you must be since you gave your word to a girl. The things men will do when the mere idea of getting laid comes to mind. Anything and everything and you got four months. Now the question becomes what you would do to get that million? It’s not that you don’t believe in miracles, and if anything, you shouldn’t consider it such. It’s the way things ought to be “Dig It.”

I wish there were some form of righteousness or being woke as the kids say these days. Only it all comes backs to Breasts, Ta-tas, and Boobs. Now you have to prove you have the brains, testes, and bucks to get it done. If not for @TheAliceLittle then to prove you’re a better man than most make you out to be. It’s a constant thought that money can make anyone beautiful, brave, and believable, in the eyes of others. Still, to see yourself in a certain way, of course, we always go back to life goals. A million dollars will be the start of your new life. Remember when there was that list of everything you could do. Right here and now are instead these same old Six Impossible Things:

  1. I Will Keep It In My Pants (Day 033 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
    Completed (Day 040 No Fap)
  2. I Will Be The “Father” My Dog Deserves
    Failed
  3. I Will Name My Novel And Write A Back Cover Of It
    Failed
  4. I Will Review Crave (Addicted To You #1) K.M. Scott
    Failed
  5. I Will Get Out Of Home & Kid Shifts
    Failed
  6. I Will Finish Reading The Five by Lily White
    Completed

I have no clue how #1 is unbroken with today’s viewings. Let’s see, Eddie908 (XVideos), Lucie Bee, Lucie Wilde and of course Alice and Ruby. You need the will to keep your hands on your keys and not down your pants. I’m offering you one million dollars to do that. A freaking forty days you haven’t broken. Only you’re wasting money because you’re not following Brainbuddy. You’re continually watching that harlot whose offering videos on Twitter. What about how you miss sleep I know. You wouldn’t do it for your mother. Nearly forgot about Mother’s Day. Now at this rate, B III is the only grandchild she’s getting from you. There is also your future wife and daughter. Be a better man, Six Impossible Things.

  1. I Will Keep It In My Pants (Day 040 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
  2. I Will Be The “Father” My Dog Deserves
  3. I Will Name My Novel And Write A Back Cover Of It
  4. I Will Review Crave (Addicted To You #1) K.M. Scott
  5. I Will Not Hold Conversations In Bed; Minus Today
  6. I Will Finish Reading Breaking Beth by Jennifer Bene

Money, Power, Women, but you want to skip to number three of Tony Montana’s lifestyle. Sigh I don’t mean to be a downer, (positive vibes) but you’re not even reading today. Well only to finish The Five by Lily White. Every day you sing If I Had A Million Dollars. How do you plan to get it? Dirty stories but not A Million Dollar Will.

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Episode 314 ~Get Will Soon Card~

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Can’t decide or a healthy adult male, if I had Christian Grey money or one of the many billionaires I read about, most girls would call me Mr. Right and Dr. Feelgood. Now I’m the cure to things people won’t do, and B III can’t do. Get Will Soon Card.

Saturday, May 11, 2019

Episode 314 ~Get Will Soon Card~

Hey Lady Lu,
I AM a Millionaire right now, or I should be. The reason is that my shift at work still has people fighting to take it (Positive Vibes). Though even if I were sick, I don’t think I’ve ever received a Get Well card. Don’t get me wrong Lady Lu; I’m grateful. I’ve never spent twenty-four hours in a hospital, and B III is going to live forever. I’m calling it now; my son knows how to live.

However, like most he has the Get Will Soon Card, never leave “home” without it literally. If he wants to go for his walk I’m taking him, anywhere else (the pet shop/vet visits) we’re together. What about the day job? I get calls all the time, and again I’m thankful for the usual hours. Next week I’ll have more than enough to make up for Norton, but we’ll get back to them in a moment. I think the UNIVERSE is conspiring to save me money. I’ve filled you in on The Cosplayer quitting. What about my ice cream melting while I waited for food from one of my favorite restaurants. Closing for good, owners retiring.

In all fairness, I don’t write or send Get “Well” Soon Cards myself. Only the receipt I got for new boots because for damn sure I needed them. Falling apart, smell making me sick, my poor feet but I was too greedy to want to buy more. That’s until just yesterday. Speaking of greedy, Norton tried to make me feel better. So they sent me a $25 Amazon card. I promise not to spend it on a girl wanting to see her boobies. Where was I a minute ago? Yeah as far as boobs are concerned; while one redhead said no, the other is all in. So now I have to get to work, you know I don’t like letting pretty girls down, and in four months I want seven figures, so here I am.

From the bed to the table. All on the grounds of getting to a bigger bed and much softer pillows if you know what I mean. So I can experiment with my “Red Dawn” fantasy. The name isn’t original, but neither is “Girls That (William Fell…) For” Winterfell ha. Sigh my latest novel doesn’t even have a name for now.

Grateful and sick of this life, Get Will Soon Card.

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Episode 308 ~Thought I Saw Will~

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I did not mean to go so dark but when you go from thief to slave, to joke, and the nothingness begins to regain an appeal, but I’m feeling that hole with cash because money makes me Happy, bury me with it, Thought I Saw Will.

Sunday, May 5, 2019

Episode 308 ~Thought I Saw Will~

To Will:
I AM a Millionaire right now, and so are you. So you need not be a thief but lo and behold out of the mouths of babes. Some little boy takes one look at you and says you’re robbing the store. Some adults are like that too. Do you remember 1998 when McWane Science Center opened? Now you’ve heard worse and even more so Will. Okay I know you’re keeping up the positive vibes “Easy Street” and all that. Your motivations teach that you must let the past go but always remember where you came from so ahem…

You see the trick is you’ve never known such places. The BITCH (Language) had you hiding out in her garbage because you were skeevy. The Rainbow Girl, hell, not a clue there. The Harmonic War, well. Your “father” might have done you a service, telling you. Indeed showing you that you were nothing, less than that. I’ve said it so many times before; you don’t look in mirrors; only when you get caught? You’re horrified by what you see. So you write, you make money, you do anything and everything to avoid knowing who you are. Your every meme becomes a battle, every idea the definition of thought crime. Words dismissed like Six Impossible Things:

  1. I Will Keep It In My Pants (Day 026 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
    Completed (Day 033 No Fap)
  2. I Will Be The “Father” My Dog Deserves
    Failed
  3. I Will Name My Novel And Write A Back Cover Of It
    Failed
  4. I Will Review Crave (Addicted To You #1) K.M. Scott
    Failed
  5. I Will Enter The Mythic March Short Story Contest
    Failed (Missed The Deadline, Can’t Do)
  6. I Will Finish Reading The Five by Lily White
    Failed

Today you were listening to Brainbuddy, and it said to visualize your enemy. Wow, that’s too damn easy. Again look in the mirror, and you see who you are trying to beat. Who you have to destroy, the man you never want to see again. These days you see a man whose pockets are so fat that he can have everything. Pay off the dentist to fix him. Be the number one fan of cosplayers. Have that fantasy at the Peppermill Resort in Reno. If I say it enough and believe that. I’ll be that author, pimp, hotel owner, The Director and it all starts with these Six Impossible Things:

  1. I Will Keep It In My Pants (Day 033 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
  2. I Will Be The “Father” My Dog Deserves
  3. I Will Name My Novel And Write A Back Cover Of It
  4. I Will Review Crave (Addicted To You #1) K.M. Scott
  5. I Will Get Out Of Home & Kid Shifts
  6. I Will Finish Reading The Five by Lily White

I saw you though Hugh Hefner, Dennis Hof, Jimmy Stephans. Some guys over in Europe, I’m better off not naming. Todd Michaels, S. Wolf, and still I ask the question, erase everything you could dream of and who are you, Will. It always boils down to that one moment in your senior year of high school, a minute, less. That would explain plenty, focusing less on money but that moment I Thought I Saw Will.

I Will Have No Fear