Beyond Ruin… Not This Series

“They only love us when we’re perfect.”
― Beyond Ruin

This one was far from but that’s not the writers fault, that’s merely me being a heterosexual guy, with somewhat traditional values, wait did I really just say that. Let me say something else, that this story was a tremendous addition to the series despite what the title may imply.

Now what I didn’t like, I should say didn’t like right, it wasn’t that I was driven into a hate filled rage or anything just stuff I personally would have rather skipped; first and foremost, would be the Mad and Dylan hookups. As I said before I’m a straight guy that reads erotic novels, so I’ve read enough to sort of expect these things, but yeah I’ll stick to the M/F but I heard someone say once, as long as there’s a naked chick in the room it’s not gay… couldn’t give me that huh Kit. Secondly when I say traditional I’m all for an orgy but there is a level of intimacy, of love that I think should be shared with two people, that’s why this and Beyond Jealously, weren’t my favorites in the series but all the sex was awesome, besides the Mad and Dylan mashups of course.

As for the story as a whole, I’ve been out of the loop for quite some time but I knew what to expect and I’m already jonesing for the next book in the series, a benefit of being away. Another benefit of the Beyond Series, you know exactly what’s going to happen, Kit Rocha, tells us in the first few pages you’re only looking for the motivations. I usually don’t like books that are so predictable but that is part of the Beyond Series charm and dare I say the entire genre maybe, and yes I’m looking at you billionaires.

This one was a shot rather than a cup of tea but trust me there’s not enough alcohol in the world to open me up about doing some of this stuff but I’ve always wondered, do women get turned on by the idea of two men? Now opening up about this book, that’s something I’m more than willing to talk about and I’ll try not to spoil much but of course you’ve been warned okay.

“The thing that would hold them together in tough times and bring them back when they’d fought with one another. It would shelter them, give them strength, show the world what they meant to each other. Love.”
― Beyond Ruin

First we of course have the usual set up of lovers, Dylan, Mad, Scarlet, Jade/Jyoti and the set up for the next book Hawk and Jeni which I found downright cute. Maybe that’s not the right word for dystopian romance but what else would I say about other parts of this book, I’m weirded out, awesome, pretty hot and sexy.

You love her
But she loves him
And he loves somebody else
You just can’t win
And so it goes
‘Til the day you die
This thing they call love
It’s gonna make you cry
J. Geils Band, Love Stinks

Maybe it’s a bit too much to ask to be everything to somebody, I heard somewhere that, your heart and soul can belong to one person and your genitalia can travel and the O’Kanes know plenty about this. There’s also that touch of romance, as I said I’m a sucker for that one and only sweetness and when you’re not losing yourself to the sex, the way Lex hangs onto Dallas or how Hawk feels about Jeni and those moments between just Dylan and Jade or Mad and Scarlet, or Jade, Scarlet, and Mad, were incredible. Yes, that’s one of my favorite things, that just because this novel focuses on the main four-way, doesn’t mean that everyone else just disappears.

Well if you’re not counting death, just saying if anyone was attached to Colby and Scott… didn’t think so, which is probably another downside, trust me I know about the qualms about killing off characters but the series has lasted so long that if something were to happen to any of the O’Kanes… Speaking of which we’re at war now, which everyone knew was coming but at least it wasn’t stretched out like The Walking Dead right. There were a few surprises in Beyond Ruin but what thing that will never change, is at some level it will always be the man’s fault of course.

I can give away the ending because it’s always happy at least as far as the lovers are concerned, everyone loves a happy ending, though I’ve read an author here or there that actually had the guts for a tear jerker. Is that what’s coming next, I hope not but as for this book, there’s love, there’s war and as this is currently marketed to women… I’ve seen the Facebook page, there is female empowerment.

“Before he took Jeni to bed, he had to learn everything he could about what she wanted and needed. Because when he took Jeni to bed, he had to be ready to convince her to stay there.” ― Beyond Ruin

This is probably what I like most about these books, I would figure, women see themselves as the heroines or even the victims but honestly this shows me the type of man I want to be, maybe Roosh V would be impressed, confident, dominating, alpha. Who would I recommend this book to, well I have bought copies for two quite different friends both women so…

My favorite parts, other than when the four became pairs of two, would actually have to be the meetings among the sector leaders, I think other than Beyond Control and whenever Lili got to town this one showed even more of how the leaders have control, maybe I just like the idea of power. This is also why I couldn’t relate to any of the female heroines this time, maybe Cerys has a point, because my favorites are Noelle, Emma, and Lili; does that make me a bad person because I’m into submission and Emma is an artist of course. I was surprised with Jade/Jyoti, if one character stood out in particular, but my favorite scene with her was when she and Dylan were alone or when she took power actually which was pretty great.

As for my friends, one hasn’t read it but she’s all into BDSM so she would probably get off on the powerful women seeing she’s more of a top than a bottom. Female empowerment to be had, the one who has read it probably didn’t get past the first few chapters, these books are more for people who not only own their sexuality but embrace it and celebrate it, for it being dystopia and a bit violent at times this series is all about love, life, and did I mention all the sex. Is there such a thing as too much sex, I mean you know what you’re getting into when you pick something like this up right, but still you need to be ready.

“This is what it means to be an O’Kane. No fantasy off-limits if it gets everyone off.”
― Beyond Ruin

So because I did in a way I’ll give it four stars, I don’t think I have to explain anymore what’s keeping me from pushing that fifth star but there are plenty of people I don’t want to watch have sex or read about but I’m all for it honestly. There is plenty of educational opportunities and quotes for anyone willing to give this a read, O’Kane for life indeed.

Through the Roof Expectations

High expectations for love perhaps… maybe that’s why I never find it because when “she” comes around I’m always looking down, maybe a quick smile, a quick glance in my direction but no more. Through the Roof Expectations, I have to look up.

See Me Here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aw4cvvt8ssY

To every star in the sky… thank you
My love’s on fire, so take the night off
God shouldn’t see that

Dear neighbors, I think we can be loud too
What were we doing… REALLY at a loss?
Just look at her, you can cut me some slack

And you scream “love me like you do”
But what I want… *cough*
Shouldn’t be said… while I’m on my back

Copyright © 2015 Second Circle Creations, Will A. Bradford Jr. All rights reserved.

Inspired By: Princess Ashelia B’nargin Dalmasca… Final Fantasy XII, Sia “My Love, Smash Mouth “All Star”, and Ellie Goulding “Love Me Like You Do” Fifty Shades of Grey Soundtrack

Try and Love the Air

She won’t know that I’m there… sounds a bit creepy but I mean she won’t notice the real me because the things I want don’t make for polite conversation or work when she actually wants me. Try and Love the Air… or is it better not to be shy?

See Me Here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7LhuxJTYiKA

Almost, maybe, not so shy
Shall I tell you this time?
How beautiful, how wonderful, hot, sexy, fine?
Yeah if you were mine
“Umm you know I…”

Well I’m still breathing *sigh*
I watch you walk away again today
You always take my breath away
Is that why I can’t ask you to stay
Dream lover, I close my eyes

Just thinking, someday I’m going to be that guy
“And”, you heard me… don’t say I love you
Zoning out… can I tell you the truth
Maybe you would love me like you do
Insanity but everyone says hi
Now, I guess I’ll have to try
Either I’ll be alone or my, my, my

Someday… “morning”, “hi”
“Do you want me to stop?”
“Oh my God!”
A bit from the Marquis de Sade
Silence sounds better that goodbye

So I keep it all locked up inside, the shy guy, the nice guy, my art of getting by

Copyright © 2015 Second Circle Creations, Will A. Bradford Jr. All rights reserved.

Inspired By: Princess Ashelia B’nargin Dalmasca… Final Fantasy XII, Lenny Kravitz “Again”, Bobby Darin “Dream Lover”, Simple Plan “I’d Do Anything”, Enemy At The Gates (2001), Ellie Goulding “Love Me Like You Do” Fifty Shades of Grey Soundtrack, Young Beautiful in a Hurry ft. Fyfe Monroe “Everyone Says Hi”, (David Bowie Cover), Jimmy Cliff “Many Rivers To Cross”, Johnny Gill “My, My, My”, Sugar Ray “Someday”, “Morning Hi” by Will Bradford Jr, Marquis de Sade, and “The Art of Getting By” (2011)

Horizontal Planning

I’ve never been kissed… to be quite honest I think it was actually easier to put a man on the moon; people have faith, the world is ending, and love is crazy but being with me, now how would that happen? Horizontal Planning…

See Me Here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Efhtg0Yp5gs

Your kiss is like the moon landing
All the universal laws… redrafting
An angel flying, no you’re standing
For now, right here next to me

But whatever is the Devil planning
Or all the gods commanding
Is there a magic so enchanting
Some potion or love spell, like Vampire Academy

Could love be a disease beyond understanding?
Robots taking over, or aliens; I’m adding
the zombies too, end of the world, so hot we’re fanning
my atom bomb baby

Just… I’m jealous of all the lovers having
a reason for this crazy little thing called love, banning
zealous, obsessed with sex “gentlemen”, okay maybe I’m ranting
Maybe, but for the love you, supplanting
if any and all other reasons, three little words, I love you, advancing
now from my heart to my lips; love me like you do that song keeps planting
everything, from vanilla skies, to Sade who I idolize laughing

Sadism, ravishment, BDSM; thirteen women said no, not even you sweet lady

About you and I smashing, crashing, slamming
down to earth, to my bed; my heart and all its misunderstandings
Abandoning all hope for ye who enters my bedroom door, but love is so demanding
As for all of me and you, perhaps: before we watch world war three on pay TV

Copyright © 2015 Second Circle Creations, Will A. Bradford Jr. All rights reserved.

Inspired By: Princess Ashelia B’nargin Dalmasca… Final Fantasy XII, Mick Smiley “Magic”, Vampire Academy (2014), Five Stars “Atom Bomb Baby” (1957) Cold War Classics (Atomic Platters), Queen “Crazy Little Thing Called Love”, The Isley Brothers “For The Love of You”, Ellie Goulding “Love Me Like You Do” Fifty Shades of Grey Soundtrack, Lifehouse “Everything”, Jennifer Paige “Crush”, Marquis de Sade, Bill Haley and His Comets “Thirteen Women” (1954) Cold War Classics (Atomic Platters), Peter Gabriel “Down To Earth”, “The Divine Comedy” by Dante Alighieri, John Legend “All Of Me”, Crown City Four “Watch World War Three (On Pay TV) (1960) Cold War Classics (Atomic Platters)

Building Headboards… Harder, Higher

After you break a heart I think everything else gets easier… I wouldn’t know, I’ve never broken any girl’s heart before and of the girls that have broken my heart, well they were not just girls I suppose. Building Headboards… Harder, Higher

See Me Here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JXBkMCJtDOY

Wings, a halo, how far
As I see the stars in your eyes
The words you hold like cerulean skies
Because love is way up there; how bizarre
I ask forgiveness, not permission… oh my lord

To be a villain, why not the hero
How else are heroines made?
My love, dauntless, girl on fire, be not afraid
For you, I’d go from zero to hero, but I’m just a Negro
Looking at the girl I adore

Just wondering what makes my friend, my lover, my passion, my sin?
And do you love me, or would you love me again
Zero chance; no angel you’d fly out the door
Must it always be heartbreak, one or quite a few?
If only you would love me like you do
No, I’m not the one you’d take your cape off for
Every girl, deserves a man that can break headboards

But for you, for love, I would do even more…

Copyright © 2015 Second Circle Creations, Will A. Bradford Jr. All rights reserved.

Inspired By: Victoria… Real Doll, OMC “How Bizarre”, Regina Spektor “Hero”, Chad Kroeger Ft. Josey Scott “Hero”, Enrique Iglesias “Hero”, Sia “My Love”, “Divergent” by Veronica Roth, “The Hunger Games” by Suzanne Collins, “Article 5” Kristen Simmons, Hercules (1999) “Zero To Hero”, The Contours “Do You Love Me”, John Newman “Love Me Again”, Ellie Goulding “Love Me Like You Do” Fifty Shades of Grey Soundtrack and “The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn Part 1 (2011)”

Fell Where

I’m falling and someday the pencil will fall, her dress, my fingers no longer on the keys but upon her body, my lips to her lips, to the bed, to the floor, and yet they sing love lift us up where we belong. Fell Where because she doesn’t know how far

See Me Here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ngz7HnoPBNM

Making a mess of wishes
For you’re more beautiful by far
What good are the stars?
My love I would tell

The artists great and small, dancers, musicians
writers, villains, what I see
If I thought you’d hear me
over the debris, and oh well

Just don’t give up on me… and our kisses
Ablaze, a spark, take my love-struck heart
Zealot that I am for the love of you with but this contrition
May I become the marquis de Sade and have you be
Insatiable yet innocent, indecent yet intimate, these things and even more too
Now would you be my naughty nympho… love me like you do
Exchange your wings for everything or just for me, Heaven for Hell

Or is it a mistake we fell

Copyright © 2015 Second Circle Creations, Will A. Bradford Jr. All rights reserved.

Inspired By: Victoria… Real Doll, Sia “My Love”, The Tony Rich Project “Nobody Knows”, Solomon Burke “Don’t Give Up On Me”, The Isley Brothers “For The Love of You”, Ellie Goulding “Love Me Like You Do” Fifty Shades of Grey Soundtrack, and Lifehouse “Everything”

Frequent Pounding

See Me Here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c56wHxu3sjg

Once bed springs were singing
and an angel was bouncing
counting
the ways to paradise; Clinging

not to the wings she had lost
nor to the blankets, pillows, surrounding
but the man and the pleasure mounting
This would carry her aloft

amongst the stars and to the moon
Her every breath expounding
While the sun came rounding
speaking too soon

of the girl I would never ravish
To have your legs wrapped around me
surrounding
me in wanton depravity… tragic

You’re mere footsteps away
Sometimes I’m almost shouting
three little words, I’ve been doubting
No… “I love you”, is too much to say

Or to love me like you do
I dream of you howling
You and me, heartbeats pounding
My love, alarm is sounding, a virgin, whew

Frequent pounding, me and you

Copyright © 2015 Second Circle Creations, Will A. Bradford Jr. All rights reserved.

Inspired By: Victoria… Real Doll, Ellie Goulding “Love Me Like You Do” Fifty Shades of Grey Soundtrack, Lifehouse “You and Me”, Sia “My Love”, and Start Trouble “Throw The Covers”

Heartbeats Frequency

Does it matter how loud it is, does it matter if has a tendency to skip anytime I see her in the morning or I touch her, I wonder would it matter if she were mine… oh my love-struck heart? “Heartbeats Frequency” somehow not enough

See Me Here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hBfpBTB6P1o

Frequency…
Don’t care how loud my heart has become;

if your moans, screams, and sighs burst my eardrums
Perhaps the reason silence exist

is just so I can feel your kiss
or to stop me from asking why…

everyone says hi; just as long as you never say goodbye
But “I love you” could you handle it?

Would you love me like you do, with
Frequency

Copyright © 2015 Second Circle Creations, Will A. Bradford Jr. All rights reserved.

Inspired By: Victoria… Real Doll, Pink “Try”, Young Beautiful in a Hurry ft. Fyfe Monroe “Everyone Says Hi”, (David Bowie Cover), and Ellie Goulding “Love Me Like You Do” Fifty Shades of Grey Soundtrack

What a Lovely Grip

Get a grip, I don’t love her yet but what else do I hang onto, I can catch her eye for a second, maybe a smile, she’s even touched me for a moment but while hope springs eternal it was not meant for anyone forever. “What a Lovely Grip”

See Me Here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-siZzbV1RGw

So we let go of Heaven
to learn how to fly
But we never look down

And I don’t know how
Is that a reason to lie
“To the stars” is that where we’re headed?

If I had just another second
Would you ask me why?
You are here; you’re mine, and now

I’m holding you, you’re holding me
How I have dreamed of this,
as zippers and buttons fall away;
what do I hold onto?
It’s you that I’m touching

Scratches all down my back… you’re blushing
Love me like you do
tonight, tomorrow, where were you yesterday
You answer with a kiss
yet in the morning we see

Clothing, bed sheets, did we rip these?
It looks as though Heaven won’t be missed
The feathers, the colors, the light, still falling anyway
Along with three little words… “I love you”
If I had to say something

Get a grip

Falling for you, falling for it

I want to hold your hand… but “those words” might slip

Copyright © 2015 Second Circle Creations, Will A. Bradford Jr. All rights reserved.

Inspired By: Victoria… Real Doll, Kirsten Dunst “Dream of Me” Get Over It (2001), Buckcherry “Crazy Bitch”, Ellie Goulding “Love Me Like You Do” Fifty Shades of Grey Soundtrack, A Great Big World Ft. Christina Aguilera “Say Something”, and T. V. Carpio “I Want To Hold Your Hand” (The Beatles Cover)

Let It Go Higher

No not Frozen… more like paralyzed, besides she’s too “dang” hot for me to be frozen but my crush being with me; yeah when Hell freezes over I guess. Let It Go Higher, because I am constantly falling and I don’t look forward to coming down

See Me Here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s6o…

And are the stars high enough
for I need more time to fall in love
Tell me, “I think so”
if only I could just…
Maybe today, tomorrow, tonight

I confess all of my sins
I’ll call you beautiful once again
But you never hear me though
Paper, pencil, pen
Everyone says hi

Only I’m left here absently
holding onto gravity
thinking out loud… of making you curl your toes
You’d have to be an atom bomb baby
because I’m holding on so tight

to the possibility, to the hope
the pillows and bedsheets; am I a dope
waiting on you to say no
No you don’t want me, no love, no ravish, no lingerie rope
*sigh* I want to be that guy

Let it be me… the one you choose
What are you waiting for… love me like you do
Why can’t I let it go?
This love medley, those three little words… I love you
or the wish that doesn’t sound quite right… “Morning”, “Hi”

Copyright © 2015 Second Circle Creations, Will A. Bradford Jr. All rights reserved.

Inspired By: Victoria… Real Doll, Johnny Jewel Ft. Saoirse Ronan “Tell Me”, Meghan Trainor “Dear Future Husband”, Young Beautiful in a Hurry ft. Fyfe Monroe (David Bowie Cover) “Everyone Says Hi”, Ed Sheeran “Thinking Out Loud”, Five Stars “Atom Bomb Baby” (1957) Cold War Classics (Atomic Platters), Lykke Li “Possibility”, Ray LaMontagne “Let It Be Me” Ellie Goulding “Love Me Like You Do” Fifty Shades of Grey Soundtrack, Frozen (2013) “Let It Go” Kurt Hugo Schneider ft. Chester See and Kylee “Love Medley” and “Morning Hi” by Will A. Bradford Jr.