Lesson 174 ~My Name In Lights~

December 22, 2017December 22, 2017 WillLeave a comment

I just don’t want my story used in some horrific real-life tale… ok who am I trying to kid, I want the infamy of the Marquis de Sade but Christmas, it’s just another day and making a wish list *sigh*. “My Name In Lights”

Friday, December 22, 2017

Lesson 174 ~My Name In Lights~

Hey Lady Sophia
No Fear, my name isn’t Rudolph, Santa Claus, or even Jack Skellington, it’s Will; don’t worry it’s also hard for me to remember sometimes or not to be ashamed of it. Being ashamed though would explain a lot, why I haven’t been working on two of the books I’ve done, be it the content, the potential of success or failure, or just particular people knowing, maybe, possibly.

Anyway, oh right, it’s nearly Christmas, and I haven’t made an Impossible, Immoral, Illegal, Insane list, so my Christmas wishes:

1. I want my name lit up it book signings, I mean years living under fluorescents, people asking for signatures.

2. The light in my girlfriend/wife/submissive’s when I come home; I don’t want to say bitch but dog level excitement.

3. Speaking of someone to come home to, a place I genuinely consider home and not just some housesitting honestly.

4. Candlelit dinners and bedrooms, and not just a bedside lamp or a TV, moments I can’t wait to see.

5. A morning I where I want to be awake but still not leave my bed because I got love.

6. Never thought of myself as a pornstar, but yeah I want to make a sex tape a life goal.

7. Gunfire, though that sort of death is too easy for some people, so torturing some people and filming it.

8. I want to be full of creativity always, bright lightbulbs in my mind; I need the darkness and light.

9. I want my name in the whispers, moans, screams of Jennifer Lawrence, Shailene Woodley, and Chloë Grace Moretz simultaneous.

10. The day I burn this motherfucker to the ground and have enough money to buy… damn my censorship sadly.

Maybe that’s something else I should ask for, the courage to say what I want in the light of my blog, MINE but hell I would settle for one solid day of work in the light of day. Isn’t that what I always do, which is a reason why I’m not too impressed with the colors of Christmas, not anyone.

The spotlight though is no guarantee, I’ve seen the brightest stars begin to flicker with one misspoken word, they can be even worse than a sex scandal, right? Does anyone need to hear my story, see My Name In Lights?

I Will Have No Fear

Building Headboards… Harder, Higher

May 29, 2017 WillLeave a comment

After you break a heart I think everything else gets easier… I wouldn’t know, I’ve never broken any girl’s heart before and of the girls that have broken my heart, well they were not just girls I suppose. Building Headboards… Harder, Higher

Fell Where

May 28, 2017 WillLeave a comment

I’m falling and someday the pencil will fall, her dress, my fingers no longer on the keys but upon her body, my lips to her lips, to the bed, to the floor, and yet they sing love lift us up where we belong. Fell Where because she doesn’t know how far

See Me Here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ngz7HnoPBNM

Making a mess of wishes
For you’re more beautiful by far
What good are the stars?
My love I would tell

The artists great and small, dancers, musicians
writers, villains, what I see
If I thought you’d hear me
over the debris, and oh well

Just don’t give up on me… and our kisses
Ablaze, a spark, take my love-struck heart
Zealot that I am for the love of you with but this contrition
May I become the marquis de Sade and have you be
Insatiable yet innocent, indecent yet intimate, these things and even more too
Now would you be my naughty nympho… love me like you do
Exchange your wings for everything or just for me, Heaven for Hell

Or is it a mistake we fell

Inspired By: Victoria… Real Doll, Sia “My Love”, The Tony Rich Project “Nobody Knows”, Solomon Burke “Don’t Give Up On Me”, The Isley Brothers “For The Love of You”, Ellie Goulding “Love Me Like You Do” Fifty Shades of Grey Soundtrack, and Lifehouse “Everything”

Frequent Pounding

May 27, 2017 WillLeave a comment

See Me Here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c56wHxu3sjg

Once bed springs were singing
and an angel was bouncing
counting
the ways to paradise; Clinging

not to the wings she had lost
nor to the blankets, pillows, surrounding
but the man and the pleasure mounting
This would carry her aloft

amongst the stars and to the moon
Her every breath expounding
While the sun came rounding
speaking too soon

of the girl I would never ravish
To have your legs wrapped around me
surrounding
me in wanton depravity… tragic

You’re mere footsteps away
Sometimes I’m almost shouting
three little words, I’ve been doubting
No… “I love you”, is too much to say

Or to love me like you do
I dream of you howling
You and me, heartbeats pounding
My love, alarm is sounding, a virgin, whew

Frequent pounding, me and you

Inspired By: Victoria… Real Doll, Ellie Goulding “Love Me Like You Do” Fifty Shades of Grey Soundtrack, Lifehouse “You and Me”, Sia “My Love”, and Start Trouble “Throw The Covers”

Heartbeats Frequency

May 26, 2017 WillLeave a comment

Does it matter how loud it is, does it matter if has a tendency to skip anytime I see her in the morning or I touch her, I wonder would it matter if she were mine… oh my love-struck heart? “Heartbeats Frequency” somehow not enough

See Me Here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hBfpBTB6P1o

Frequency…
Don’t care how loud my heart has become;

if your moans, screams, and sighs burst my eardrums
Perhaps the reason silence exist

is just so I can feel your kiss
or to stop me from asking why…

everyone says hi; just as long as you never say goodbye
But “I love you” could you handle it?

Would you love me like you do, with
Frequency

Inspired By: Victoria… Real Doll, Pink “Try”, Young Beautiful in a Hurry ft. Fyfe Monroe “Everyone Says Hi”, (David Bowie Cover), and Ellie Goulding “Love Me Like You Do” Fifty Shades of Grey Soundtrack

What a Lovely Grip

May 25, 2017 WillLeave a comment

Get a grip, I don’t love her yet but what else do I hang onto, I can catch her eye for a second, maybe a smile, she’s even touched me for a moment but while hope springs eternal it was not meant for anyone forever. “What a Lovely Grip”

See Me Here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-siZzbV1RGw

So we let go of Heaven
to learn how to fly
But we never look down

And I don’t know how
Is that a reason to lie
“To the stars” is that where we’re headed?

If I had just another second
Would you ask me why?
You are here; you’re mine, and now

I’m holding you, you’re holding me
How I have dreamed of this,
as zippers and buttons fall away;
what do I hold onto?
It’s you that I’m touching

Scratches all down my back… you’re blushing
Love me like you do
tonight, tomorrow, where were you yesterday
You answer with a kiss
yet in the morning we see

Clothing, bed sheets, did we rip these?
It looks as though Heaven won’t be missed
The feathers, the colors, the light, still falling anyway
Along with three little words… “I love you”
If I had to say something

Get a grip

Falling for you, falling for it

I want to hold your hand… but “those words” might slip

Inspired By: Victoria… Real Doll, Kirsten Dunst “Dream of Me” Get Over It (2001), Buckcherry “Crazy Bitch”, Ellie Goulding “Love Me Like You Do” Fifty Shades of Grey Soundtrack, A Great Big World Ft. Christina Aguilera “Say Something”, and T. V. Carpio “I Want To Hold Your Hand” (The Beatles Cover)

Let It Go Higher

May 24, 2017 WillLeave a comment

No not Frozen… more like paralyzed, besides she’s too “dang” hot for me to be frozen but my crush being with me; yeah when Hell freezes over I guess. Let It Go Higher, because I am constantly falling and I don’t look forward to coming down

Better off Faithful

May 23, 2017 WillLeave a comment

If for every wish a star went out would you never wish again or I heard once a fairy keels over whenever someone says “I don’t believe in fairies”; I saw one of my crushes today and thought of the things I want from her. Better off Faithful

See Me Here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gmW…

For the man who would frighten the angel
If only for a few lost feathers
Or a moment of truth

Would you make her a beautiful stranger?
Real or even something better
Love me like you do

No my love, I shall remain one of the faithful
Than dare to dream of you and I together
With the words “I love you”

But how do you talk to an angel

Inspired By: Victoria… Real Doll, Sucker Punch (2011) “High Roller” (Deleted Scene), Madonna “Beautiful Stranger”, Audien Ft. Lady Antebellum “Something Better”, Ellie Goulding “Love Me Like You Do” Fifty Shades of Grey Soundtrack, Sia “My Love”, and Jamie Walters and The Heights “How Do You Talk To An Angel”

Landing Love

May 22, 2017 WillLeave a comment

Falling in love… one is always falling but I’ve seen those couples afterwards; someday I want to wake up with the sunlight and a pretty girl. I want to fly to come back to Earth; it’s why God made beds, carpeted floors… “Landing Love”

See Me Here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4_0AsdGXvU

And I’d like to land

No not a trip
or so much as even a slip
But what lovers do after the fall
Tell me, this is it
I don’t think so as all

of me and all of you, lies in a pile of clothes
with nowhere we want to go
Yet we cannot be stranded

Because that’s the way love goes
Only if we were together…

Angel don’t pluck your feathers
Still with all my love letters
Think I can, I think I can

Never, I’ll never catch you
“Love me like you do”
As you make capes out of bed sheets
For even the stars fall too
Just where we will meet

In each other’s arms; you’re my woman, if I’m your man

Inspired By: Elly Tran Ha… Elly Kim Hong, Johnny Jewel Ft. Saoirse Ronan “Tell Me”, John Legend “All of Me”, Janet Jackson “That’s the Way Love Goes”, The Pillows “I Think I Can” FLCL, and Ellie Goulding “Love Me Like You Do” Fifty Shades of Grey Soundtrack

How to Open Unwritten Love Letters

May 22, 2017 WillLeave a comment

I was thinking about “Lessons in Falling” and I said I never talked to a girl’s father before but I haven’t talked to a lot of girls either so… Anyway she might have to talk me up to him and hell to myself How to Open Unwritten Love Letters

See Me Here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f_3…

“Are you sure he even remembers”

“Because I tell him all about you”
So why am I whispering
I love you or whatever

If you could only see the way she loves me
“Should you really be writing an apology?”
Sometimes I think I should forget her
“Don’t you ever say that again”
But is beautiful the way to begin
Maybe I should let her

Only your love remains unwritten
Just by no means hidden
A few loss feathers, face riving in pleasure
Fallen angel, ravishment, I’d take you to Hell
As you tell me the things I don’t tell myself
When we’re together

“Love me like you do”
God, Cupid, pretty girl listening
Alone forever

Waiting on unwritten love letters

Inspired By: Elly Tran Ha… Elly Kim Hong, Tonic “If You Could Only See”, Lenny Kravitz “Again”, Mariah Carey ft. Miguel “Beautiful”, and Ellie Goulding “Love Me Like You Do” Fifty Shades of Grey Soundtrack

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Lesson 174 ~My Name In Lights~

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