Episode 343 ~The Book Of Will~

Now I have two heads that hurt, well one I should ignore if I stop gazing at pretty girls. Still, not counting it as porn, Pinterest, Instagram, Twitter, some fond memories on Messenger (drools). “The Book Of Will,” well I’m selling my soul

Sunday, June 9, 2019

Episode 343 ~The Book Of Will~

To Will:
I AM a Millionaire right now, and that is why you can afford to burn my fucking boats (Language). You heard Tony Robbins say that plenty and he’s ahead of Eric Thomas or was. Didn’t Tony get in some trouble, so he’s not the best role model at this point? Anyway, this is supposed to be about you and that match you’re holding. I said once I would stand for my books no matter what, I would defend them with my life. If anything that’s what the last few days have been about, only now, it’s real stakes.

Boobs, you were thinking about being STUPID when it comes to MILF Dos, right? Was it only last year you made her an offer which she refused of course. Now you have funds and if she said YES well you would be going on a trip in three months. Vacation, what about @TheAliceLittle, where are you going in September. Hell, you’re not in the habit of letting beautiful women down are you? When you think about it, you are except when money comes into the picture? How about “Indiana Gone’s” wedding, she’s damn near your best friend. Burn the boats; you have so much sailing to do Will. The thing is that your treasure rests on this island and if you can take it, then there’s Pussy Galore. So forgive me for Six Impossible Things:

  1. I Will Keep It In My Pants (Day 061 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
    Completed (Day 068 No Fap)
  2. I Will Be The “Father” My Dog Deserves
    Failed
  3. I Will Name My Novel And Write A Back Cover Of It
    Failed
  4. I Will Review The Five
    Failed
  5. I Will Bring My Main Email Count To Zero Finally
    Completed
  6. I Will Finish Reading Think and Grow Rich: The Original 1937 Unedited Edition Completed
  1. I Will Keep It In My Pants (Day 068 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
  2. I Will Be The “Father” B III Deserves
  3. I Will Name My Novel And Write A Back Cover Of It
  4. I Will Review The Five
  5. I Will Have “GULP” Published For $1,212
  6. I Will Finish Reading Beauty in the Broken: A Diamond Magnate Novel by Charmaine Pauls

Brains, your head hurts, and last week, that was nothing. Well, 50% according to the list but at this stage in the game, 99 and a 1/2 won’t do. A hundred percent, or as Eric Thomas says ONE TWENTY. How about $1,200, no let’s be specific, $1,212, Alamo, a piece of savings. Bucks man, you love having a full wallet and if, no when this works out you’ll have everything. Believe am I right, every book, speaker, the videos say that’s what you have to do. B III has more faith in you than anyone, more than your Olds, but you’re his father. “Father” is God in the eyes of a child. Boobs though, damn, that’s one night with MILF Dos. It could get you to Nevada, lots of porn to buy if you weren’t on Brainbuddy. Wondering are you lying there but NO FAP.

Your Poetry Compilation “GULP” that “Cherry,” said sounded suicidal. Will, you are burning The Boats, not the Book Of Will.

I Will Have No Fear

Episode 341 ~The Story Will Move~

If you only knew how difficult this was to write, hell I would be better off talking about serial killers instead of being reminded of long ago wars, not Vietnam, now WWI or WWII I respect those soldiers but what about these men. The Story Will Move.

Friday, June 7, 2019

Episode 341 ~The Story Will Move~

Hey Lady Sophia,
I AM a Millionaire right now, and as I said, it will move to a billion, then a trillion. The word will become something I’ve never heard or can let alone pronounce. As much as I like writing, it’s like I’m living in “1984” seeking their eradication. “The Handmaid’s Tale” yet again? Today I was reading up on the “Sons Of Jacob.” Excuse me the Republican Party, speaking of being silenced by YouTube. Now don’t hate me My Lady, but I agree in these days we must be FEARFUL of our words.

Now yes I’m a sellout, I’m up for selling any word that moves me ahead. Benjamin Franklin, Ulysses S. Grant, Andrew Jackson, talk about forward. There are reasons though I know Carlos Simon-Timmerman, Jimmy Stephans, Bill Clinton ha. Why I aspire to be Dennis Hof, Larry Flynt, Hugh Hefner, what about Jimmy again? Donald Trump is the worse, but I don’t hate him for sleeping with porn stars and playmates. Indeed, Lady Sophia of the crimes I know, “speaking” about women well it depends. I’ve said it before, he speaks of destroying souls, his hate seeks to engulf the world.

His story takes us back as the narrator said in the Twilight Zone of those who want to turn the Earth into a graveyard. You know I am one even to check my language. Only like the word LOVE, swearing is far too often. Lies are as well, and fiction isn’t lying, for a time it is somebody’s truth we can share. It’s why I’m a poet, a novelist; I am going to be published. The truth will set you free, but somehow it’s like moving to a zoo. You can only go so far, Lady Sophia. So where will my words take me? Again Everything and Everywhere to Everyone

What about everyone, Mr. Timmerman was arrested for “Little Lupe the Innocent.” Jimmy Stephens took a hit for True Teen Babes. Bill Clinton faced impeachment for a bit because of an intern’s blowjob. Dennis Hof owned brothels. Larry Flynt took bullets for interracial pornography. Hugh Hefner got the Playboy Mansion. Jimmy again set the stage for beautiful young women. Not one of these men did any harm, Clinton was President, and now we got Trump. I’m not looking to move into the White House or a prison cell. I ride words, The Story Will Move.

I Will Have No Fear

Episode 339 ~Wills Of The Community~

If I wanted the community behind me, let it be for one of my books and not my son’s cuteness, but they both have a bite, to be honest, and if I ever have two-legged children, hell I might be a smidge overprotective. “Wills Of The Community”

Wednesday, June 5, 2019

Episode 339 ~Wills Of The Community~

Forgive Me Echo,
I AM a Millionaire right now because I’m one for sharing, well selling, to be honest. You want to know a secret; I tried to sell my soul to the Devil once. The problem is I abhor bloodshed, well mine; I think that’s from The Three Musketeers. Such is my sin for yesteryear. Think And Grow Rich says, prayer is the tool of the desperate. Still, anytime we speak our wishes out into the UNIVERSE. The Infinite Intelligence whatever “God,” we’re asking.

It’s the reason I say a “prayer” for B III every day. I am saying that I still have to get off my ass (Language) and protect him. So that brings me to this morning’s events. Such was my failure at doing so when I was young (somewhere in my twenties) his fear of the world, my good ole S.A.D.

You see, when my mother was pregnant with my sister, I never rubbed her belly. Hell, I was five, my mom was fat. How I saw it plus I also owe an apology to that lady at the bank (she was only fat). My point is my mother’s belly became “Community Property,” carrying a kid and all. My sister was after she was born. I had to protect her from grabby churchgoers. Well, women get treated as such with new anti-abortion, clothes and The Handmaid’s Tale. Why did nobody inform me about all the sex? I’m still into No Fap.

Now I wouldn’t dare compare myself to the strife women go through. Only there I am walking Triple B today. So the kids are out, and every one of them wants to pet him. As Kanye West put it, “the only thing I wish, I wish a nigga would” (Language)? My son scared them. However, they still think he’s the cutest, but no means no. I still wish I could say that at work. I hate people touching me; you know the rule. Only with that said, I’m here every day, writing out my whole life and attempting to get published. I give my soul to the people. Some take certain parts out of context. I sound like Trump, “Nasty.”

Worse, what’s mine is mine, what’s yours is mine, I heard somewhere. Inspector you know I only want not more but everything. Well speaking of nasty or out of context, any woman has a price. I’m sorry, I’m learning but the Wills Of The Community.

The Rule:
If you’re not my dog, my girl, or applying for the position, don’t touch me, like at all.

I Will Have No Fear

Episode 336 ~Ow Went Will’s Head~

Now I know why I lounge around in bed all day and why they called Daria “The Misery Chick” thinking hurts and most people have nothing but small talk, the big question that rests on my shoulders though. “Ow Went Will’s Head.”

Sunday, June 2, 2019

Episode 336 ~Ow Went Will’s Head~

To Will:
I AM a Millionaire right now. Every dollar has its place along with every pain. So with fear, it’s usually centered in the gut. With stress well, that’s a different kind of “HEAD.” Only with this decision well I don’t envy you, Will.

You know the “boss man” may have had a point. In one ear but out the other, all the music all the motivations. Still, you have to keep one ear open for the Day Job’s bullshit (Language). I tell you between the good and the bad, which one do you choose to keep? You know “The Secret” and “Think And Grow Rich,” say the same thing. You can’t govern every thought in your head; it’s exhausting. So the secret is to be happy, and how does one do that? Even after yesterday? Finally getting those photos from the cosplayer; not counting it as porn? Instrumentals are fantastic for writing, but you can’t play tunes 24/7 365. You wouldn’t have to Will if you took the shot now. I suppose you could count that as me giving you advice. I know you want to go all Brewster’s Millions with it and one day you will. It’s so beautiful having all those heads in your wallet. You know Franklin, Grant, Jackson. What were there Six Impossible Things?

  1. I Will Keep It In My Pants (Day 054 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
    Completed (Day 061 No Fap)
  2. I Will Be The “Father” My Dog Deserves
    Failed
  3. I Will Name My Novel And Write A Back Cover Of It
    Failed
  4. I Will Review Crave (Addicted To You #1) K.M. Scott
    Completed
  5. I Will Bring My Main Email Count To Zero Finally
    Failed
  6. I Will Finish Reading Think and Grow Rich: The Original 1937 Unedited Edition
    Failed
  1. I Will Keep It In My Pants (Day 061 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
  2. I Will Be The “Father” My Dog Deserves
  3. I Will Name My Novel And Write A Back Cover Of It
  4. I Will Review The Five
  5. I Will Bring My Main Email Count To Zero Finally
  6. I Will Finish Reading Think and Grow Rich: The Original 1937 Unedited Edition

I know you wonder often enough, where your head’s now. Up in the clouds, is the pillow helping, and yes, you are a basket case. Only it’s still attached to your shoulders, and it still has a roof over it. Soon enough, it will be nothing but sunny days, and I don’t mean here. No on your private beach in the middle of nowhere. The pillows will be softer, and you can try “motorboating.” Then do some sailing on a yacht ha. The water doesn’t scare you that much. Yeah, it’s not a fear of failure, this is more logical. Though as Think And Grow rich has been saying one must be imaginative. Don’t basis any of this off anything but the desire to succeed. Your poetry and novels aren’t your prayers. Instead, they are the prophecy of things to come, pretty spooky. You want fear; jacking off to Jessica Nigri forever and a day. The Day Job daily, being what your father believes. Little B III’s whole life still.

Don’t put fear in or out; Ow Went Will’s Head.

I Will Have No Fear

Episode 334 ~Tit For Tat Will~

Is writing on your skin anymore personal than writing these things, only a thought but I write and should be reading every day, I owe myself a few tattoos, a published book, and Chinese for lunch but here I am. “Tit For Tat Will.”

Friday, May 31, 2019

Episode 334 ~Tit For Tat Will~

Hey Lady Sophia,
I AM a Millionaire right now. How I long to tell you the story of how I made my first million. Two hundred thousand people having faith in me seems unbelievable. Like telling myself, B III will live forever or the fact that I even woke up.

If excuses were stories, I would be all over the place. I meant to read Think And Grow Rich; it’s been two days. I should have read these words already, but I couldn’t get to my table. How about writing down all the promises to myself. The UNIVERSE is so much the better storyteller. Giving me exactly what I’m thinking about, be it “Knock Knock” (2015) with Keanu Reeves. “Tape” with Isabelle Fuhrman and some rather tantalizing topics on IMDB. Still not counting it as PORN because it’s IMDB. It’s not like I’m looking up “Dirty Movies” like I said Cherry wanted me to watch a movie. A classic after I read the book, not that I’m blaming her. I think I’ve done enough to her as she’s reading “Sick Fux” she’s getting dirty looks.

I’m sure I would see one in the mirror if I cared to look. This whole post would be nothing but lists if Triple B didn’t need to go out. So I grabbed a pen and paper on my way back to bed. Should I be telling you the story of how lazy I am? Yesterday was Unload. This morning after I did my morning routine, I promptly fell back asleep. That is another story a sex dream. I think I know who the girl was, and I could find her in my collection. Only that would be a step too far. I mean Patreon will ruin my porn free streak, (I only saw her topless for a second). Regardless of what Brainbuddy thinks. Clearing my collection away would be watching pornography and would set me right back at one.

At least I’m not telling you I failed, which I did in the dream. Now the only reading I’m doing is the time on the clock and a Chinese menu. On top of dollars and let’s go ahead and call it a million bucks. The next will come when I pick a title for my new book, and I’ll start getting tattoos to remember them all. “Tit” meant something else right; Tit For Tat Will.

I Will Have No Fear

Episode 332 ~Which Red Witch Will~

If I didn’t say it today, three months but I believe I can have the money by June 30th, hell I still remember when I was banking on PCH to come here, and they did, and another person won. Which Red Witch Will, I have choices a thousand, shout praises

Wednesday, May 29, 2019

Episode 332 ~Which Red Witch Will~

Forgive Me Echo,
I AM a Millionaire right now. I’m going to have it all on June 30th. Now before you ask me where I pulled that number from (out of my butt)? No, let’s thank PCH always. Only I haven’t played it anywhere near how I once did. The Grand Prize will get me to Nevada and if not that, well? If I Had A Million Dollars as always.

So what’s the red witch, it was making myself feel bad in the shower; no not like that. We’ll get to it no doubt, but you know how my mind works. So I have to think about the worst thing I’ve done. Look at the Episode number. Remember why I started this blog once again. I wouldn’t allow myself to fall into anger Inspector Echo. Still, it remains, and the target is usually myself. That’s why I began repeating in my head, “June 30th.” The Universe will make a way; I could feel it more today. You know how I am at work usually, but I didn’t get tired. Brainbuddy is working, or it could be the Placebo Effect. Though I wanted to be sick to leave school, I tell myself I’m fine at work.

I’m fine, I’m great, but it’s hard. I can’t stress this enough; it’s so fucking hard (Language). I wish my neck were as powerful with this head not looking down. I have no directness of purpose besides the one million dollars. Can I blush, now that’s the question? What do I have to be embarrassed about Inspector? Chasing hoes (again Will) don’t get you paid. Spend no dough on the booty. My life goal does not change. I’ve proven that the more you have, the more you worry. There was a time I only had $300.00 to my name. I was going to spend that on some brunette or blonde. Hell, I’m surprised you know who didn’t kill my love of brunettes; driving me crazy.

So what’s with redheads and me. Besides the fact that I finished watching Lolita (1997) at Cherry’s behest. One of the few times I’ll admit I cared more for the movie than the book. That’s a great sin. Now she wants me to watch Pretty Baby (1978). Well, I did get her to read Sick Fux by Tillie Cole. Greater sins always await. Sorry but still Which Red Witch Will?

I Will Have No Fear

What Will You Crave Next? Book Review

Well, something is getting high when I read a title like this, and it’s the writer writing about a writer that somehow gets to me more than anything else and thoughts of having the dream girl in less than twenty-four hours? “What Will You Crave Next”

To think back to my school days. Reading was considered a crime. How dare I spend hours looking through the stacks. Like I was some addict of sorts looking for a fix. Only when I found it, put my hands on it? Well to this day, I still Crave that feeling, and that’s how I found K.M. Scott. Except instead of a library of brick and mortar; Kindle is a decent tool. Don’t judge me, some things I don’t want to repeat from school days.

It’s not every day that I peruse a novel about a writer. Why does that feel like cannibalism to me, writing about writers? Not that Crave is about such a macabre subject though it is chock full of wanting flesh. Would it be better if it was a book about drugs? Yeah, it has that, and then again it’s pretty DOPE. Yeah, guess what movie I went to see after reading K.M. Scott’s work. Might I add a first for me? So why do I bring together the idea of books and movies, seeing as how I’m no Hollywood guy. Should I call Crave such, with its drug addiction, bright lights of New York and even a celebrity sex drama?

Well, I’ll instead focus on the sex because that’s what we all came here for right. Our drug addicted protagonist of Ian Anwell, trading one vice for another. Call it infatuation, obsession, hunger, no I think K.M. Scott got the title right, no doubt. Next, we have Kristina Richards, the actress. There was a movie that said that love is an acceptable form of madness, and that’s what she is. A bit bonkers when it comes to her choice in men. Ian though, can’t seem to win no matter what, because only in a world such as this can emotions such as his be tolerated. So one would think, though he’s one for Secret Lovers.

I swear that’s the song that pops into my head when I listened to Ian speak though. This book has nothing to do with cheating unless you count Ian cheating on his dealer at any point. Or how Kristina is cheating herself out of a relationship. How much of a connection there was because again there wasn’t much of let’s say a “typical” relationship. Whatever you may hold that to be. This title is like a drug, a sweet “hit,” and then you’re left with, well a craving. So there are some sequels, yes, please.

Crave is a fast-paced love affair, with how not to win the girl. In the real world, at least. Though I know, there are so many fanboys out there that think Patreon should work this way when it comes to women. Speaking of women, it’s that double standard in a way. Well if a woman does it, we call it cute. If a man does even a quarter of it, someone calls the cops. It’s Titanic only way more sex and Jack is jonesing for more than his Rose portrait.

Now the blurb spills it but just in case spoiler alert. We have Ian, two books down, fame and fortune, looking for his next hit. Drugs, drinks, but it turns out to be a dame. The way some women get to a man, how I know the feeling. It turns out that Kristina is a big fan of Ian and of course it doesn’t take her long to shimmy out of her panties. That is if she were wearing any, allow me to play Homer Simpson for a minute drools. Next thing you know he has his new book idea and she becomes the protagonist for his work. His muse, now what did I say about writing about a writer. I did devour Crave quickly.

One of the things I both enjoyed and despised about this book was how close to home it got. As a writer myself, I’ve written about women, and I’ve seen the same thing. I didn’t mean to get so personal, but I read a lot of erotica. So it’s albeit confusing and fictional should be the keyword. But the story itself is fantastic, and well put together. Kristina did irk me some, but that’s at the end, and you’re going to have to read it yourself to find out. Only, seeing how there are three more books in the series, I hope they give details.

The end is thought out but and I say this about many titles. It’s as if the author was anxious to get to the finish line and didn’t specify what Ian’s actions meant. I get it, but I’ve read creepier things that are glossed over by the heroine. Too close to home, though I have never gone to Ian’s level. Now at least he and “Kristina” were sleeping together on the regular before she decided to bug out on him. She showed more understanding when he explained his drug addiction.

I’m not sure how many gentlemen are into these stories, but I’m always hoping it’s not only me. For women who are under the usual sway of Erotica, Crave will get you there. So to everyone else, will it leave you yearning for more? Yes, I give K.M. Scott’s Crave four stars, and I am usually a hard sell. Yes, I will be going after the rest of the series as well. Yes, I could stop, and this beats a few other vices that I have going for me indeed.

For the guys, it’s a dream come true. Imagine the hottest actress, singer, model, or cosplayer gulp you know. Now imagine you can have her in bed in less than twenty-four hours. Not knocking pizza guys, plumbers, or anybody but Ian was a bestselling author. Women, you’ll like the mad about you always gets the job done aspect. Until that desire turns into obsession and next thing you know. Cut to a guy being skeevy and wanting to get away. Crave is not a “starter” book for this genre since it jumps right in. As far as romance? Well, they did have dinner on occasion. However, the intimate aspects of the relationship are often direct.

The ending, now I fell way to fast into this story. Yes, I am counting that as a sin, I suppose when I’m looking for an escape; that’s not the author’s fault. Of course, personal preference but four stars is better than not reading it at all. It didn’t scare me away at all, for now, it’s an itch, like pizza or Chinese food from my favorite spot. You won’t regret this if you are willing to make the trip to go and get it and I will. Not like you need to take my word for it. The book, not the food ha. K.M. Scott has a library of books out and how did I get so lucky to find this one out of so many. Now it’s only leading me to many more.

A surprise from more book lovers. Like how Ian found his way to his drug addiction. By someone who liked his books and tuning into Netflix to see his woman before she even became his woman to be sure. Love if that’s what it is, was or will be between them can get you higher than anything on Earth. So I would like to take faith in but baring that for myself at the moment. I have to ask myself, What Will You Crave Next?

Episode 329 ~Willing Open Treasure CHEST~

Sometimes it’s as if I’m Link from The Legend Of Zelda, jumping from chest to chest but at least he gets something for his trouble and has all the time in the world to figure it out; I have THREE MONTHS. Willing Open Treasure Chest, or Pandora’s Box.

Sunday, May 26, 2019

Episode 329 ~Willing Open Treasure CHEST~

To Will:
I AM a Millionaire right now, so how much should you have? If this were “Office Space,” it would be enough for two girls at the same time. So for today’s reminder, ahem THREE fucking MONTHS (Language Please). Yesterday I brought up the “Life Tree” on Brainbuddy. I said it seems that two days with but a mere second of boob watching, damn Twitter, you’re finally making progress. The tree has begun blooming.

Now I don’t blame you for having to break that streak today. Well, depending on how the Brainbuddy community answers in regards to Erotic novels. Only it’s Think And Grow Rich that has your attention. Learning how Coca-Cola came to prominence. For a while now the plan for your life is write a bestseller. Make one million dollars. Move out Nevada or California way and set up shop. Yeah, you gave yourself a year and at present $900 to get it done. “The Alamo Fund” but positive vibes. So now, this song is running through your mind “Ball Out ($500).” Which short story shorter is about having fun in a strip club for $500. It didn’t take that to get MILF Dos naked, “Okay” did it for free but how about these Six Impossible Things:

  1. I Will Keep It In My Pants (Day 047 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
    Completed (Day 054 No Fap)
  2. I Will Be The “Father” My Dog Deserves
    Failed
  3. I Will Name My Novel And Write A Back Cover Of It
    Failed
  4. I Will Review Crave (Addicted To You #1) K.M. Scott
    Failed
  5. I Will Make My Bed Every Single Day And Won’t Climb In Until Nightfall
    Completed
  6. I Will Finish Reading Stretched Wide: A Collection Of 4 Stories – Interracial Erotica
    Completed

Will you look at that, I got through 1/2. Though a correction for #6. “Stretched Wide: A Collection Of 4 Stories – Interracial Erotica Stories WWBM.” Now you’re reading “Think And Grow Rich” by Napoleon Hill when you’re not thinking about Cherry’s ample chest. Speaking of which, where is your heart, again? You have $500 – $900 and three months, to get Nevada, and you’re not begging for it. You’re a man; men made God, men build Heaven, men, until zombies or aliens and nothing against women, rule. You want your bed to be a treasure chest. Girls climb in, you treasure them, they walk out, and somehow profit. Now it worked for Dennis Hof, but first, Six Impossible Things.

  1. I Will Keep It In My Pants (Day 054 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
  2. I Will Be The “Father” My Dog Deserves
  3. I Will Name My Novel And Write A Back Cover Of It
  4. I Will Review Crave (Addicted To You #1) K.M. Scott
  5. I Will Bring My Main Email Count To Zero Finally
  6. I Will Finish Reading Think and Grow Rich: The Original 1937 Unedited Edition

Well, the community is being less than helpful on the does it count question. Still, they are attempting to be good people. Desire, addiction, obsession is no easy thing. Hell, you avoided, drinking, smoking, most other drugs besides Weed and LSD, many years ago. One more time you wasted a year; time’s up, three months. You go from pencils, pens but PIMP. You can Will so Willing Open Treasure Chest.

I Will Have No Fear

Episode 327 ~For A Willing Canvas~

I was never one for painting, and with my writing, I said something about creating a God and letting him put the world together and that has to spill out into the waking world, and there is plenty of room. For A Willing Canvas so?

Friday, May 24, 2019

Episode 327 ~For A Willing Canvas~

Hey Lady Sophia,
I AM a Millionaire right now, more than that if we’re counting every poem, story, and word. I’m not about to throw a Trump Tantrum about never having an audience. Don’t get me wrong; it’s been almost two years, so it’s about passion and desire. An OBSESSION which has gotten me into more trouble than anything. Porn, I can make it through the day. Twitter is a crap shoot. I’ve only spoken with Cherry, but I’m staying out of my pictures today.

The problem is everything is a canvas. I spoke yesterday about the “White Walls,” but you see why I prefer black. Only, it doesn’t allow you to say anything when you bathe in black. Now that would be a decent political metaphor. When I’m asleep, there are no worries. I saw a tick on B III’s ear last night so big concern. The thing is, getting it off became my goal. This morning I went and got a haircut so I won’t be pulling my hair out. What about black women? Again, please understand, all women are trouble in one shape or another. Now, this isn’t racism talking; African American women usually spell trouble. Do I sound weak I can’t handle some independent, Nubian queen while white women run away?

I’ll tell you there were a few that had the decency to shoot me down with dignity. The others; no, I don’t want to mention them today, it’s been rather good. Still, for the record, I prefer the women in books. How about those that I think about in my shower? In my new house, all black everything but the pages Lady Sophia will remain my asylum.

Along with the girl I marry. Only, “Think And Grow Rich” talks about having a definite purpose. You know my battle colors, red and black, Queen Daenerys Targaryen, a woman after my own heart. Now what I should see is gold and green. Those Lady Sophia are a testament of the artistic world.

Why do you think green has symbolized the color of creation often? Yes, I like nature, but give me the green I seek, and I will build a brand new world. Gold blinds us but with the black within me, which is worse? The black though now that comes from the mind, body, and soul where will I put it, women for A Willing Canvas.

I Will Have No Fear

Episode 322 ~Five More Minutes Will~

Usually, I’m a friend to the Earth but I’m more worried about two other blue balls, and it all started with me not wanting to get out of bed in the morning and reading “Breaking Beth” by Jennifer Bene, for more innocent days. “Five More Minutes Will”

Sunday, May 19, 2019

Episode 322 ~Five More Minutes Will~

To Will:
I AM a Millionaire right now, and it’s hard. I hear you; it’s incredibly rock solid because happiness is like Water. Now not to sound all Planeteers but horniness is Earth. Anger is Fire, wisdom is the Wind, and writing is your Heart. My past few days have been all about putting these things together. The name of this place is Will’s Writings, Witticisms, And Wisdom. However, there is always something missing right.

You know more than anyone that you are one for the Earth. It’s why you were so down today, but it’s quicksand. You stay in one place too long, well, you sink. Look at your choices, man. Brainbuddy isn’t lying. To even mention how long it took to get out of bed this morning, ridiculous. Leave that to the day job. When you’re not mad at yourself, and you rarely see you, Olds. It’s only going to work that infuriates you. You burn even more because what are you doing to avoid that place. Every damn week you make a list of how to escape. Now you won’t, so can you answer me, why don’t? When you’re writing here there is no time so this week sigh Six Impossible Things:

  1. I Will Keep It In My Pants (Day 040 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
    Completed (Day 047 No Fap)
  2. I Will Be The “Father” My Dog Deserves
    Failed
  3. I Will Name My Novel And Write A Back Cover Of It
    Failed
  4. I Will Review Crave (Addicted To You #1) K.M. Scott
    Failed
  5. I Will Not Hold Conversations In Bed; Minus Today
    Failed
  6. I Will Finish Reading Breaking Beth by Jennifer Bene
    Completed

Again #1 has kicked your ass this morning. The fact you’re sitting right here is a fucking (LANGUAGE) miracle. You barely accomplished #6 so busy fighting off #1, and there goes the Wind. You have ideas, and what the hell happens or more like it turns violent. I was happy Friday, no doubt, and then one errant button press and the day was shot to hell. Despite how I lied and you know what would make you feel good right now? No, you don’t need that again. Look how far you’ve come in NO FAP. Still, here we are once more Will Six Impossible Things:

  1. I Will Keep It In My Pants (Day 047 No Fap) Real Girls Are An Exception
  2. I Will Be The “Father” My Dog Deserves
  3. I Will Name My Novel And Write A Back Cover Of It
  4. I Will Review Crave (Addicted To You #1) K.M. Scott
  5. I Will Make My Bed Every Single Day And Won’t Climb In Until Nightfall
  6. I Will Finish Reading Breaking Beth by Jennifer Bene

If you get #5 done who knows what might happen? Will you’re so pent up right now you can’t even think about #6, you already failed #2. Changed B III’s pad and he has water and food always but what about his tag, a bath might do some good. Everything goes right back to Heart. Your writing and you just showed up after all this time. If not writing, then you should read that Dennis Hof recommendation. Or Think and Grow Rich by Napoleon Hill.

Need Five More Minutes Will?

I Will Have No Fear