How much further will this go? Better. How much further will I go? “Forty-One.” Every day, I feel like a galley slave from Ben-Hur screaming, “We’re going to be rammed!” I’d rather be doing the ramming, but my girl’s gone. Braxton’s Long Walk, Virgil
Friday, September 12, 2025
Journey 073 ~Braxton’s Long Walk, Virgil~
Hey, Lady Sophia,
Let me tell you a story… What? And not another review? My head is too full, and my belly is kinda empty.
And yet I want to spew up some chips, a piece of cake, a bag of popcorn, and around ten sour gummy candies, give or take some jelly beans. That reminds me of several E-Days.
Hell, I just noticed I haven’t been “Forty-One” for a whole week yet, Sophia. SIGH.
Braxton should see me now. I’m bad. If anything, I’m worse than “The Long Walk.” Sophia, the movie, not the book. I’ve already heard MAGA and the other Cracker Hats. So, why not discuss the film? As I said before, I’ve got lots on my mind. How do I sleep?
I woke up at two AM with all the lights on and still feel bad that I rose at three-thirty.
What for, I ask myself.
But I’m not Neo. And I’m nowhere near as bad as Charlie Kirk. Did I mention the Cracker Hats lost one of their heroes? And if I were to say what I wanted, Sophia. Needed…
Sophia, I effing need help. But where do I run to, or rather walk? I am “Forty-One” and “I’m the hero of the story. Don’t need to be saved.” Regina Spektor is quite eloquent, Sophia. As for myself, I usually talk to myself, and if I open my mouth on this Friday morning. Well, I fear I would only make another mess, bring about more “Misery,” or make another mistake. Like having faith in M Anime? It’s been three weeks since I talked to her. Or it’s about to be.
This is pretty much me and her. But in a world of 99 Problems. And she ain’t one. My lady. Not anymore. My problems are enough to make a whole other book. And I can’t burden Braxton’s little brother Virgil with my “Cockadoodie” problems. Yeah, I feel like Annie Wilkes from Stephen King’s Misery after witnessing “The Long Walk.” Honestly:
- FEAR! Always and Forever
- I’ve got no money
- The Ants Go Marching
- Virgil Vivi’s teeth care
- Pinholes surround the downstairs
- The kitchen sink’s flow
- One burger, breakfast snacks
- Any visitors coming here
- Breakup with M Anime
- I Need Some Sleep
But I can’t take the Eels’ advice. If I followed, Braxton. Braxton’s Long Walk, Virgil.
1685 Days Without B III, Day 1126 of Virgil’s Arrival
B.L.M. Braxton’s Life Matters,
Will
