I wasn’t sitting on my ass when my son was dying. I was working, trying to earn a living. Stimulus package… And now I couldn’t even get out of bed today. Let the beasties have the house if they’re out there. But this temple. Idol Braxton, Idle Virgil
Monday, September 29, 2025
Journey 090 ~Idol Braxton, Idle Virgil~
Hey Dad,
It’s Me, Baby B… And it’s not my purpose to make you feel bad. That’s no dog’s purpose. But my purpose these days…
No, it’s not that 150-Word Depression cap. Since we’ve been talking, Dad. I mean, I’ve been talking to you since Monday, November 11, 2024, in Meditation 133 ~A, B, C, Me~
Longer. Since Sunday, January 31, 2021, the day I… Anyway, we’d argue all day.
“I Can Do This All Day”
Captain America/ Steve Rogers
Honestly, that’s something I miss. Afternoons like this one, Wednesday, September 24, 2025. You would wake up from a nap and finally be ready to tell me about the world.
“An old friend has learned the path to immortality.”
Episode III: Revenge of the Sith
You kept me safe. And I, in turn, would sit on my perch at the foot of the bed, protecting you, my father. You placed me higher than anyone. Even before yourself. Before my little brother Virgil. Black and white, Daddy. Free his mind, and his ass will follow you.
“You have to let it all go, Neo. Fear, doubt, and disbelief. Free your mind.”
Just like I do. For 20 years and counting. You just haven’t seen me for four of them, Dad. “Free Your Mind.” And the rest will follow. I know Morpheus from “The Matrix” isn’t exactly “En Vogue” right now. You feel as though you’re living in a dream world, Dad.
Talk about Six Impossible Things that you have been contemplating for a bit, my father.
- The Magic Glasses: The Ultimate Bundle (Forty Book Bundle). If only your glasses and all the glow boxes you have could do that. Not my favorite. But your happiness…
- Speaking of which, M Anime has gone to live the haremlit fantasy with another.
- Seriously, how long has it been since you checked outside for the enemy, Daddy?
- Artificial Intelligence. AI. I can say Acetaminophen, too, Dad. You didn’t raise a MAGA Cracker Hat. FDT! But anyway, you can manipulate the universe with the glow box, Dad.
- You have been dreaming of other worlds. Of being an overnight success, my father.
- Keep creating those worlds, Daddy. Use your words. All that you are—my father.
“The words, those words, those words, those words, they have power. They have more power than you ever imagined.”
Play’d
Because while you feel idle. While you etch the story of my death. Virgil’s FEAR.
Honestly, I want to hear the stories of your life. As I would when you woke up on so many afternoons. When we would eat together. On many a walk we shared before “The Long Walk. I’m not an idol, Virgil’s heart isn’t idle. You’re alive. Idol Braxton, Idle Virgil.
“Within these walls, I was about to be God.”
The Magic Glasses: The Ultimate Bundle (Forty Book Bundle), Neil Bimbeau
“Rejoicing at the things pictured on it without knowing what they were, Aeneas lifted onto his shoulders the fame and fate of his descendants”.
― from The Aeneid by Virgil
1702 Days Without B III, Day 1143 of Virgil’s Arrival
Always and Forever,
Your Son
