Wednesday, August 19, 2026
Legacy 049 -Where Braxton Holidays, Virgil-
Bless Me, Echo,
For I have sinned… Where do I even begin? I didn’t ‘forget’ M Anime’s birthday. I can’t stay in bed. Stomach hurts…
How do I keep getting food poisoning? Unless it’s finally going to take me to my son, then I have no use for this pain. Like I told my boys’ Potential Future Stepmom, it’s not like I can afford a mortgage, and I’m definitely not getting into Heaven. Rainbow Bridge?
Wherever it is, Braxton spends his time. 50 Cent said, “Death gotta be easy ‘cause life is hard.” At the moment, YES! Inspector, I found my stones. They’re in my stomach right this second. Or whenever I look at M Anime’s yabbos. Did I see her in her Birthday Suit?
Maybe not yesterday on her actual birthday. But this morning for sure. What a woman.
And lastly, the Magic Glasses/MIMA brought up The Unfinished Archive.
“Pinch me, pinch me
‘Cause I’m still asleep
Please, God, tell me
That I’m still asleep.”
Barenaked Ladies ‧ 2000
It said that I’m using all the stones I’m throwing at myself to build a place, a palace, for my pain. Hell, Echo, it’s my freaking summer home because reality is way too much, ha!
Yesterday, I said I wish I’d never been born. That’s a hill I’ll die on. Again, don’t I wish, ha.
Like “Heaven’s Hill” in “The Long Walk”. Inspector, I want to be anywhere but here.
Only I’ve said before I will choose the physical pain over anything mental. Lying perhaps.
Because if I can survive losing my boy, I can survive anything else without complaint.
From one day to the next. Am I sure nothing else is coming up? Bad choice of words, right, Inspector? But I mean these days.
Smooth sailing until E-Day… Fuck me, Inspector, I didn’t expect today to take a turn.
However, “I’m Still Here,” lying in bed dreaming of anywhere that’s “Not Quite Paradise” as Bliss 66 sings. “But it sure feels like home?” You know I hate that word…
HOME… Home is where the heart is? I haven’t told Virgil I love him. And M Anime lost that privilege on… Braxton dammit! Sunday, August 24, 2025. Another freaking holiday!
An anniversary? It was the day M Anime broke up with me. Nothing worth celebrating.
“We Found Love” um, 5 months later. Home’s not heart or happiness, Inspector Echo. No
It’s where you have the least amount of “Hurt”. A vacation/holiday is freedom from all pain… Where Braxton Holidays, Virgil
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Will
