Why do I need music so much, movies, the moaning of my woman? Because if I have to listen to myself, look at the man in the mirror, lament everything that happened Tuesday… I don’t know what I would hear next. But being my boys’ dad. Shame B, Shame V
Wednesday, July 15, 2026
Legacy 014 -Shame B, Shame V-
Bless Me, Echo,
For I have sinned… I have been a disappointment. I have been ashamed, asinine, and afraid. Downright stupid. And I killed Braxton.
Do we both need to hear all about how I killed my firstborn son… The four-legged variety for anybody reading. What, nobody’s here? Isn’t that a shame? That was yesterday.
Inspector, if I want to avoid talking about that, I better come up with something else, hmm… Make some noise. Like Virgil crying all last night after crapping his bedding…
Let’s start with yesterday morning… Getting back from the Day Job… I won’t say, Echo.
So instead of putting up the gate to lock Virgil in Braxton’s room. I only wouldn’t let Virgil into mine. He eventually slept on the stairs all night even when I removed the gate, Echo.
Like father, like son, Nothing’s Gonna Stop Us Now… Except our own depression, explicitness, FEARS
“Pinch me, pinch me
‘Cause I’m still asleep
Please, God, tell me
That I’m still asleep.”
Barenaked Ladies ‧ 2000
How is Virgil explicit? He looks at food the way I look at his and Braxton’s potential future stepmom. Feasting on her beauty has cost me dinner many a night. Well, unless I want to be an old man and enjoy some Early Bird Specials. Old Man? Like Braxton’s Dad?
And again I’m not childless. Virgil is here. And M Anime is dedicated to pregnancy.
Inspector, my problem stems from how I’m going to pay for everything. A MAN PROVIDES
And here I am “Breaking Bad.” I got bills to pay, I got mouths to feed.” “Ain’t No Rest For The Wicked,” they say. And what can be more wicked than repeating the same mistakes?
“Hell Is Repetition”
Andre Linoge
Sloth, Gluttony (I didn’t share breakfast with Virgil. Ahh Treachery.
My favorite. My Ninth Circle offense. However, M Anime is desperate to land me in the Second Circle with her angelic form. Her effing Yabbos. Unless Jane, Kristen, Angie show
“Girl, if God made anything prettier than you, I hope he kept it for himself.”
The Fresh Prince Of Bel-Air
If I had their bodies, I wouldn’t be in the financial strait I’m in. But no, I’m sitting here, E.
“Invincible”? Who am I, Pat Benatar or Billie Jean? Just singing “I Need a Dollar.”
Inspector, I don’t know what’s going to happen. And do you know why I keep telling myself the same story? Because I can’t stand listening to the new ones. Again, like yesterday morning. I’d rather listen to my bank account be drained”—the Echo” Inspector.
It’s almost soothing, like Eminem. “The Horror, The Horror.” Shame, Shame. Shame B, Shame V
“Oh, all around the World,
There’s an echo.”
The Echo
1991 Days Without B III, Day 1432 of Virgil’s Arrival
B.L.M. Braxton’s Life Matters,
Will
