“What are you doing New Year’s, New Year’s Eve?” Well, Ella Fitzgerald, I spent most of the year the same way. I’m in bed dreading life and not wanting to participate in much today. But if I had a wife, two-legged kids, and B uh V… B, Eve, And Virgil
Tuesday, December 31, 2024
Meditation 183 ~B, Eve, And Virgil~
Dear Future Wife,
You know that I love you, right? More than yesterday. More than today, even on New Year’s Eve. Doesn’t feel like it…
It’s not an ending or a new beginning. It’s just another day. Only Matchbox Twenty said it better. One more day down. So what about today? Considering next year, too…
Darling, what do I want? What is thy bidding, my Master? Eww! Knowing your man. These simplistic New Year’s Resolutions:
- I want Braxton back.
 - Virgil becomes my son
 - Finish, It Can’t Happen Here
 - Stop waking up moaning
 - Wanting to wake up
 - To stop complaining
 - Stop fearing my father
 - Visiting OnlyFans with money
 - Make more on OnlyFans
 - Don’t talk to myself
 - To stop smiling unnecessarily
 - To stop procrastinating
 - Clean out the inboxes
 - Cutting the phone off daily
 - Be not so fearful
 
Fifteen? My lucky number. Unlucky when it comes to my first love. Well, the first I was solely responsible for. My firstborn son Braxton. But that was 2021, and we’re heading into 2025. So will I start these tomorrow… When did the comedian die? But not my lustful resolutions, babe:
- I want Braxton back
 - Virgil becomes my son
 - To build a Bordello
 - To create a Harem
 - To produce Adult films
 - Publish an erotic series
 - Moaning with someone (wife)
 - No more masturbation (alone)
 - Exploring Sadism and Masochism
 - To be less shameful
 - Working on my body
 - Continue building sexual collections
 - Sex once a week
 - Study NTR, Dollification, etc.
 - M Anime or Cherry
 
A few things. When it comes to making babies I always ask where my two furry sons are first. So, I lock them out when I’m having adult time. Second, the critic won’t like this. Neither will M Anime or Cherry. And again, you know the man you married. Resolutions:
- I’ll keep Virgil alive
 - I’ll publish a bestseller
 - Make one hundred million
 - I’ll write 400 Words daily
 - I’ll complete every NaNoWriMo
 - I‘ll provide for us
 - Episode 345 ~You Got Will’s Number~
 - I’ll be FEARLESS
 - I’ll be TRUTHFUL
 - I’ll LIVE not exist
 - I‘ll LOVE someone
 - I’ll find HAPPINESS
 - ACCEPTANCE with Braxton’s loss… NEVER
 - Less depression… In bed
 - I’ll gain POWER to…
 
1430 Days Without B III, Day 871 of Virgil’s Arrival
B.L.M. Braxton’s Life Matters,
Will
	